Quicksand.

Its 8.10am and I am still awake. My owling days have begun again. Or should I say it never stopped? Grr. Think I'm gonna be sick. A bit of a sore throat and I keep sneezing and sniffling. Like an alien. Maybe I am one. Then I would only have 3 fingers. Or is it 2? No I have 5. If both hands 10. I want Shaun the Sheep. This stupid line of a song is stuck in my head but I have no idea what song is it. Or whether the song really exists or not. I think it does. I heard it somewhere but I have no idea where. And it pisses me off to not know what song since ONLY A LINE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. It goes like this:


"I like you so much much, I think you're really hot hot"


At least thats what I think it says. WHAT SONG IS THAT LA! ish. 
Kakak went back to Indonesia for three weeks I think. For Raya. SO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! I got no one to talk to before I go to sleep. Thats in the morning after she wakes up. Cheese is sleeping like a peanut on the sofa. So cute. I want to go to the zoo. And I want to ride on a cow. OHHHH! I WANNA GO TO THE PETTING ZOO AND PLAY WITH THE ANIMALS! Yes. So many I want. Stupid Smita. Bye.

whateverrrrrrrrrrr.

Is it too soon to miss everyone in the world? I think so. After all, it takes 21 days to curb a habit right. It has been more than 21 days. Probably even 97 days. FML(yes, i finally used it.). Maybe I'm just being too demanding. Screw being me. I'm such a spoilt brat I want everything my way. Can I just be daddy's little girl forever? Where is my Cempedak Boat Lover Sister when I need her. Urghhhhhhhh. I want alcohol. And Thong Su Xian. And obviously CBLS(Cempedak Boat Lover Sister) Shanti. And SHAMINI RAJAH KOT. and Gabby. And Niniek. And Carmen and Vivian Wong. Today was fun. But wtf did I do till I forgot to dance?? Really FML. HAHAHA(sarcasm). Wait, what was I talking about again? 

Isolation.

I have been prepared for this my whole life. Yet when it happened I failed. Again. I am a failure. I have no one. I need someone to talk to. Though I should be dependent on myself. I am depressed. I wanna disappear from the world. I really do. Why did I even get into something when I knew the consequences? Sorry. Bye. 

Life in Ipoh.

Hello people. Yes I have decided to update my blog. Blah. Whatever. Anyways. My BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDEST WORLD HAS LEFT ME! Yes, Mini&I have been separated. I have been damn sad. Drowning my sorrows with alcohol, and yes, I am a proud alcoholic. Anyways, I wanted to blog about Karl&her departure but I felt it was too common, so I didnt. Plus the internet in my house is bloody slow. And its not like I am gonna be saying bye to them forever, right? BETTER NOT BE. Coz then I would DIE. Sigh. Anyway, one of my highschool friends whom I was close to before she left for London is back, and Ipoh has become fun again! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I spend every dying day with her, and she is so stupid and retarded that I feel like I am stoned everyday. Basically she is my drunk partner. hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaa! Here are some pics that I took from FB from her(yes Xian I STOLE THEM FROM YOU! send me to rehab).

 Me with fake eyelashes!

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Us with I-dont-know-her-name.

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Fat Francis.

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She wanted me up there and she tore off the ceiling. -.-

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Bernard has never looked skinnier.

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Kelvin Anthony a.k.a Mr Director. :P

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Dont hate me coz I am BEAUTIFUL. 

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Kevin Tan&I. And my "manly" pose. I think.

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M&I. And my beer belly! WOOT!

Match made in Hell.

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We love humping each other.

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old you she's a RETARD!

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M&I again. My horny face coz she's damn hot.

Yea so anyways thats it for now. Till I get more pics from Retarded Jeanette Thong Su Xian. My partner in crime till she leaves back for London. 

P.S: I have a prune where my liver once was. XOXO.