taaaaged!

Elii tagged me in this post on FB. So I decided to post it in my blog instead of on Fb where theres no privacy at all. Judging from the fact that my parents, teachers are on FB so yea, here goes.



WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:
water

2. Last phone call:
Dad.

3. Last text message:
Daniel.

4. Last song you listened to:
Toyfriend-David Guetta

5. Last time you cried:
errr, cant remember. :)

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:
yuppppp.

7. Been cheated on:
yeaaaa

8. Been in a relationship & regretted it:
nope. everything happens for a reason i believe. :)

9. Lost someone special:
yupppp.

10. Been depressed:
who hasnt??

11. Been drunk and threw up:
of course! but i dont anymore! *touch wood*

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. RED
13. black
14. gold

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend:
yes.

16. Fallen out of love:
nopeeeee. :)

17. Laughed until you cried:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! YUPPP!

18. Met someone who changed you:
well, yes.

19. Found out who your true friends were:
this I already found out last year.

20. Found out someone was talking about you?
hmmmm yes. but who cares!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:
of course! my sea animals!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:
almost all.

23. How many kids do you want to have:
0?? :)

24. Do you have any pets:
of course! they are my lovesssss!

25. Do you want to change your name:
no wayyy! i love my name! its short and it means smile!

26. What did you do for your last birthday:
berMist-ing

27. What time did you wake up today:
lateeeeeeeeeeeeee

28. What were you doing at midnight last night:
otw bAck from ipoh.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
i have ntg to look forward to. :(

30. Last time you saw your Mother:
yesterday! when she came back from Indon.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
i want to have more money so i can eat more.

32. What are you listening to right now:
Arifs voice coz he's skyping with Mini.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
yes. hahahahha.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now:
the heat.

35. Most visited webpage:
facebook, twitter, yeaaaa thats all.

36. What's your real name:
Smita a/p Sudhakaran.

37. Nicknames:
smiiii, smismi, smistar(my fav) smittens.

38. Relationship Status:
in a relationship with Daniel Alexander Jeyarajah. Married to Shamini Rajah-Kot Hui Tze.

39. Zodiac sign:
virgooooo.

40. Male or female?
male. no! female. no im confused.

41. Elementary:
Tadika Kemas. thats why im so messy.

42. Middle School?:
S.K.Convent Ipoh.

43. High school/college?
S.M.K Convent Ipoh. Sunway University College, Murdoch University.

44. Hair colour:
black dyed brown. :)

45. Long or short:
longgg. finally. :)

46. Height:
165cm.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?
yes. his name is Zippity.

48. What do you like about yourself?
Im pretty much happy with everything except the fact that im so hairy.

49. Piercings:
ears, repiercing my back soon. :)

50. Tattoos:
Yup. 4.

51. Righty or lefty:
rightyyyyyyyyyy.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery:
appendix.

53. First piercing:
ears when i was a kid.

54. First best friend
SIEW EEEEEEEEEE!

55. First sport you joined:
badminton.

56. First vacation:
Singapore.

58. First pair of trainers:
when i was a kid.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating:
Just finished McD. yummm.

60. Drinking:
Coke.

61. I'm about to:
heat up crabs.

62. Listening to:
Arif sounding like an astronaut.

63. Waiting for:
nothing.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?
maybe.

65. Get Married?
well yes, someday.

66. Career?
OF COURSE!!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes:
ermmmm. eyes!

68. Hugs or kisses:
hugs. no. kisses. no. BOTH!

69. Shorter or taller:
taller.

70. Older or Younger:
older obviously. unless the younger have a more matured mentality, which i highly doubt.

71. Romantic or spontaneous:
spontaneous.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:
arms.

73. Sensitive or loud:
loud. but not to the extend of annoying.

74. Hook-up or relationship:
relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant:
trouble maker. without a doubt. :D

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger:
no.

77. Drank hard liquor:
is this even a question?

78. Lost glasses/contacts:
nopeeee.

79. Sex on first date:
nope!

80. Broken someone's heart:
yes. not proud of it.

82. Been arrested:
not yet! :)

83. Turned someone down:
yessssss.

84. Cried when someone died:
yeah.

85. Fallen for a friend?:
yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself:
95%

87. Miracles:
nope not really.

88. Love at first sight:
no.

89. Heaven:
yes.

90. Santa Claus:
no. its only a diversion of the real meaning of Christmas.

91. Kiss on the first date:
why not??

92. Angels:
yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?
no.

95. Did you sing today?
yes alone. in my room.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?
if thats considered cheating.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
just once to re-live all the moments i had fun and alter my mistakes.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?
too many!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
love is scary. but its the best feeling in the world.

100. Posting this as 100 truth?
hehehe. maybe? maybe not? 

If This Means The Best For Both of Us.

One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And your not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go, let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go

You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am

You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me 


*3 Doors Down. Let Me Go.


how do we make everything work when somebody hurts, fails, lies, dies slowly inside. Can somebody please tell me, what is love? I know what is love from my family and friends. Just not from the significant other.