head.

This song is playing in my head. Cooler Than Me by Mark Posner.

If I could write you a song to make you fall in love

I would already have you up under my arm

I used up all of my tricks, I hope that you like this

But you probably won’t, you think you’re cooler than me 

Cempedak Love.

My dear sister, has anyone ever told you what a great person/friend you are? I'm sure you've heard this like about a billion times but yes, I mean it. I was lucky to have met you by chance, and how we clicked right on the first date and ditching the boys. Hahahahahahahha! I LOVE YOU&GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS! :)  

Quicksand.

Its 8.10am and I am still awake. My owling days have begun again. Or should I say it never stopped? Grr. Think I'm gonna be sick. A bit of a sore throat and I keep sneezing and sniffling. Like an alien. Maybe I am one. Then I would only have 3 fingers. Or is it 2? No I have 5. If both hands 10. I want Shaun the Sheep. This stupid line of a song is stuck in my head but I have no idea what song is it. Or whether the song really exists or not. I think it does. I heard it somewhere but I have no idea where. And it pisses me off to not know what song since ONLY A LINE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. It goes like this:


"I like you so much much, I think you're really hot hot"


At least thats what I think it says. WHAT SONG IS THAT LA! ish. 
Kakak went back to Indonesia for three weeks I think. For Raya. SO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! I got no one to talk to before I go to sleep. Thats in the morning after she wakes up. Cheese is sleeping like a peanut on the sofa. So cute. I want to go to the zoo. And I want to ride on a cow. OHHHH! I WANNA GO TO THE PETTING ZOO AND PLAY WITH THE ANIMALS! Yes. So many I want. Stupid Smita. Bye.

whateverrrrrrrrrrr.

Is it too soon to miss everyone in the world? I think so. After all, it takes 21 days to curb a habit right. It has been more than 21 days. Probably even 97 days. FML(yes, i finally used it.). Maybe I'm just being too demanding. Screw being me. I'm such a spoilt brat I want everything my way. Can I just be daddy's little girl forever? Where is my Cempedak Boat Lover Sister when I need her. Urghhhhhhhh. I want alcohol. And Thong Su Xian. And obviously CBLS(Cempedak Boat Lover Sister) Shanti. And SHAMINI RAJAH KOT. and Gabby. And Niniek. And Carmen and Vivian Wong. Today was fun. But wtf did I do till I forgot to dance?? Really FML. HAHAHA(sarcasm). Wait, what was I talking about again? 

Isolation.

I have been prepared for this my whole life. Yet when it happened I failed. Again. I am a failure. I have no one. I need someone to talk to. Though I should be dependent on myself. I am depressed. I wanna disappear from the world. I really do. Why did I even get into something when I knew the consequences? Sorry. Bye. 

Life in Ipoh.

Hello people. Yes I have decided to update my blog. Blah. Whatever. Anyways. My BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDEST WORLD HAS LEFT ME! Yes, Mini&I have been separated. I have been damn sad. Drowning my sorrows with alcohol, and yes, I am a proud alcoholic. Anyways, I wanted to blog about Karl&her departure but I felt it was too common, so I didnt. Plus the internet in my house is bloody slow. And its not like I am gonna be saying bye to them forever, right? BETTER NOT BE. Coz then I would DIE. Sigh. Anyway, one of my highschool friends whom I was close to before she left for London is back, and Ipoh has become fun again! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I spend every dying day with her, and she is so stupid and retarded that I feel like I am stoned everyday. Basically she is my drunk partner. hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaa! Here are some pics that I took from FB from her(yes Xian I STOLE THEM FROM YOU! send me to rehab).

 Me with fake eyelashes!

U

Us with I-dont-know-her-name.

F

Fat Francis.

S

She wanted me up there and she tore off the ceiling. -.-

B

Bernard has never looked skinnier.

K

Kelvin Anthony a.k.a Mr Director. :P

D

Dont hate me coz I am BEAUTIFUL. 

K

Kevin Tan&I. And my "manly" pose. I think.

M

M&I. And my beer belly! WOOT!

Match made in Hell.

W

We love humping each other.

T

old you she's a RETARD!

M

M&I again. My horny face coz she's damn hot.

Yea so anyways thats it for now. Till I get more pics from Retarded Jeanette Thong Su Xian. My partner in crime till she leaves back for London. 

P.S: I have a prune where my liver once was. XOXO.

Grrr.

Yes. We all know Portugal is not in the World Cup anymore. Not like they were gonna win it anyway. The only reason I supported Portugal was coz of Cristiano Ronaldo. He is hott and he does play well. Just not this time. God knows why. Anyways, I get so pissed off when people constantly keep talking bad about him in front of me. I mean, its not like whoever they like plays well. Most of them are a bunch of cockfellas as well. So why the FUCK pick on Ronaldo instead of looking at people that they like. Gosh. Ok fine I shall just ignore. Anyways, Netherlands won against Brazil(WOOOOO, just as I had predicted) and Uruguay won against Ghana. I am kinda sad coz they were the only hope for Africa to be in the World Cup yet they lost. Thanks to Gyan Asamoah who missed the bloody penalty after Suarez(Uruguay) decided he got bored of playing football and wanted to play volleyball instead. I really am happy that Brazil lost, simply because they weren't playing well since the beginning! I don't fancy them anymore since Ronaldinho is not playing. He really knows his balls well. Hahahahahahahaha! And all the fancy footwork! Anyways tomorrow is Argentina vs Germany and Spain vs Paraguay. I really really want Argentina to win!!! Spain can just kiss my ass. I mean, I dont mind Torres but David Villa is bloody cocky and obnoxious. He is good looking and he plays well but he is bloody rude man. And I hate Puyol too. Urgh. Anyways, can't wait for the finals on the 11th. I predict(and hope) it would be Argentina vs Netherlands. Hehe.


Okay football aside, i've been bored these past few days. Yes I am in Ipoh. Not to say if I was in Sunway I would be entertained but at least I can go out and I would have more things to do. In Ipoh there's no one i know or want to hang out with. Thank God Karl is back, but he is going off to Melbourne for THREE bloody months on the 19th! Honestly, I am damn sad but I can't show it to him coz he already doesn't want to go. But I think he needs an eye opener to get out of this place so he can make a decision of what he wants to do with his life. He shouldn't let anyone or anything hold him back. He really is a very very good friend and I want him to be successful in life. Honestly, I really thank God for the friends I have from Ipoh, coz most of those that I am really close to are so real and genuine. They are so down to earth, not fake, THEY HAVE A HEART! oh and they don't lie. I mean, even if they do its harmless. I like friends who are completely transparent with me if I am with them. Because it shows that they really appreciate your friendship. Sighs.


Paris Hilton was arrested in South Africa after the Netherlands Brazil match for carrying pot(marijuana to those of you who don't know). Why would they suddenly decide to check her anyways? Sigh. I really pity celebrities coz they don't have their privacy. I mean, its their lives let them do what they want without publishing it to humiliate them. But oh well. Tabloids will be tabloids, as humans only want to read the falling of others to feel contended about themselves. Though we try very hard to hide it, everyone has in instilled in them to see somebody else fall. Whatever.  *I feel pissed off with the world, must be the PMS. 
-Informantion retrieved from http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/38065779/