confession.

Dear Chuck Bass,
I am in love with you. More like obsessed. Since I first watched Gossip Girl. Which was last year. From the moment I set eyes on you, I knew I loved you. And no, not Ed Westwick, but Chuck Bass. Marry me please. I promise I'd make you happy forever. Preeta wants to share you with me. I said can. Only for a day. Don't worry. Only her. She said you turn her on. And she tak dapat for quite awhile. So I pity her la. HAHAHAHAHAHA! <3

I.love.Chuck.Bass.

Pissing off.

I read the newspapers today and guess what? I saw an article about a male tiger that was injured by poachers snare trap in the Royal Belum Forest Reserve in Perak. WTH! I think Malaysia should start taking wildlife poaching more seriously and once and for all put a stop to this! This is not the first time something like this has happened. At least they've sent it to the Malacca Zoo for it to be treated la but hello! Why do something for it only after this has happened, letting poor animals suffer instead of putting a stop to this for good? Its not like the authorities are even putting in effort to stop all this from happening. I'm so damn disappointed with this. If authorities don't 'close' an eye and actually care about the wildlife, something like this would never have happened. AAARGH! I wish I could knock some sense into the heads of these people. The tiger's leg might be amputated in order to save it. SEE! If they had actually done their bid to stop something like this, the poor tiger would have all its limbs in tact and we wouldn't have to worry much about losing another wildlife in our country. ISH!

This is the poor tiger. Picture taken from The Star Online. Please click the link to read more.

<3s

Friendships that rocked my life.

*of course theres a few more but i cant find the pics.. :(

Cruel a*holes!

Preeta recently posted a link on my wall about dog fighting. I was shocked that its still common cause i actually thought people had stopped running dog fighting 'business' but the article was posted in 2007, JUST 2 YEARS AGO! These stupid ass people own and breed Pit bulls just to earn money from dog fighting. I didn't want to finish reading the article cause i didn't want to know what actually happened to the poor dogs but i just decided to read it and find out. It seriously is the worst thing people can actually do just for money! 2 dogs would have to battle each other in a life or death match. Pit bulls have a really really strong grip with their jaw, so imagine how the scene would be like, flesh being ripped off and blood splattering everywhere. I DON'T CARE IF ITS HUMANS WHO TEAR EACH OTHER APART BUT WHAT DID INNOCENT DOGS DO TO BE TREATED THIS WAY! The way they train the dogs also damn freaking kesian! And the worst part is, the owners actually kill off the dog that loses the 'battle'! Imagine repaying your dog that serves you and is loyal to you by fighting and going through all that pain and suffering and at the end of the day you freaking drown them because they are so badly injured that they can't even move? As I read more, I saw that the stupid matches started off with dogs as young as 10 months old! WTF!!!! Would you ever throw your kid up for something like this? And at the end the person who wrote the article mentioned how this one owner tried to kill his dog after his dog lost by electrocuting it to death. And even after that the poor dog was still alive so he had to use a stronger electric current.  What did they ever do to receive such treatment by us humans. Seriously. Humans are really a cruel and selfish race. I wish i could do the same thing to them. Yea sure, take it out on poor animals because they cant voice out their opinions or tell you how they feel, but that does not mean that we can abuse them or mistreat them! They share this earth too and they deserve to have every right to live, not just to serve us in violent ways especially! Whats so great in indulging in activities like dog fighting anyway? Just shows how lifeless and useless people are. This is the link to the article. 

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/programmes/panorama/6962563.stm

Warning: Just prepare tissues before reading it la ok. 

:)

I should really be a detective. Or a CSI agent. Maybe I have the 6th sense. Who knows. Or maybe I just know my bestfriendPreetaDeviMangsaGanamapathy too well. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA! Anyway, I'M SO SUPER HAPPY WITH THAT! I think its probably the best decision she has ever made. I <3 you!
Please oh please come back faster. Hahahaha. I can't wait for anything to REALLY happen! 

you.

What I like love about you?


*You somehow find a way to see me even when you're the busiest person on the planet, like a bee.
-just a thought, has anyone ever wondered why bees are busy? they are hardworking I know, but there are lazy bees who fly around 'visiting'. GREAT. Now I want a pet bee.


*Although we have different interest/taste in stuff, we still see eye2eye at the end of the day.


*You let me smell your armpits, and sometimes even lick them. 


*You don't care if I don't shave my legs.


*You don't care if I haven't showered the whole day. Or maybe two days. What about three?


*You know exactly what I like/don't like without even me having to remind you.
-which really is a BIGGGG accomplishment for you compared to last time. Goldfish.


*How retarded you look.


*How we bully each other.
-mostly its you bullying me. Pity me I'm ALWAYS the victim.


*When you tell me I look beautiful as soon as i get up from my beautysleep. 
-though I know I have a REALLY ugly sleeping face, Especially how masam I look when I get up. 


*How you let me sleep and drool on your chest and you just wipe it off after i wake up like its nothing.


*How you listen to the stories about my shit.


*How you actually kiss me in the mornings afternoons although I haven't brushed my teeth.


*How you try to wake me up though you're afraid about the stuff that I might shout at you as soon as I open my eyes.
-I'm really sorry, I do it subconsciously, not intentionally. You really have a LOT of patience to deal with my 'morningPMSes'


*When you stroke my hair and watch me sleep.


*How you tolerate it when I snore.


*All the retarded stuff you say&do.


*How you never fail to put a smile on my face though we argue.


There's a lot more to what I love about you but if i keep going on, I might never stop. If we hadn't broken up for that month+, its almost gonna be a year that we've been together. But I'm really glad we did break up, at least now we know how to appreciate each other. I promise you I would be a better girlfriend. I already see the changes that I never saw in you, despite me repeating it over and OVER again. Though sometimes u still drive me up the wall, I love you very much. :)

*Our very first pic together as a couple. <3
-okayyy i dont know why i decided to be jiwang today. Must have been the babiest dream la just now. ISHHHH!

Sunflowers&Root Canal.

I haven't updated my blog in months! Not like anyone reads it anyway. Hahahaha! I think I might have throat cancer. I have this really terrible sore throat. And swallowing polystyrene really doesn't make it better. Not like anyone told me it would, but I just wanted to see what it tasted like. HAHA. Today I had a dream, a scary dream. It was some weird dream about a Thai transvestite in a wedding gown and a camera that had been decorated to look like a sunflower tree or something. God knows. She was going around taking pics of random people, and i tried running away from her. Mini and Raja Nadiah were in my dream too! Anyway, she found us in the end, and knew we were avoiding getting our pictures taken. Then one of her transvestite friends cursed me in some weird way. Mini was screaming 'NOOOOOOOO' and I blurred out. When I gained my vision after that, it was day time. And I was alone on a street and went home. As soon as i opened the door, I saw Daniel lying dead on the floor with blood everywhere. Quite gruesome, really! There's more to the dream but I'm very lazy to type la so long. Everyone in the dream was scary except my friends. Mini says I should make movies out of my dreams. I think the only turn up for the movie would be the both of us, sitting excitedly with popcorn going 'Wa, DAMN CUN AR THIS PART?!'. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Anyway, i woke up and looked for Daniel who was actually sleeping beside me but I couldn't find him. Then i heard a sleepy 'mmmmm?' from under my armpit. I woke him up and told him about it. He slept off halfway while i was telling him my dream. stupidretardeddumbass. I mean, coolest bf. *pukes*. I miss Preeta, who is coming back next month weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ But the only thing I'm dreading about her return is my trip to the dentist. Yes. I'm sure that Mangsa is gonna drag my ass to my deathbed chair. I hate going to the dentist la it sucks. Why can't everyone just not have teeth and wear fake teeth. Ish. Life would be easier that way. 

Just looking at it makes me sick. yuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE!