Live.Love.Laugh.

Mango Shark! :)

2011-03-07T11:14:00.001+08:00

Hellooo. This is a special post for a very good friend of mine, MISS SANGEET RHANDAWA! She is very pretty and I love her. No not only because she is pretty. Hehe.

This is her!

Anyways dear mango, I want you to know that you are a superhero when it comes to friendships. You are someone that people will NEVER regret meeting and if they do, means we know that there's something really wrong with them. I love you to bits and knowing you really has brought so much joy to my life. You really are amazing and I want you to know that I really do admire you for being so strong, and even when you were going through a really rough time, you still told me about it with your jokes and laughter. I want you to know that I'll always be here for you, and you can count on me no matter what. Whatever happened doesn't make you a different person and I always will love you and I never will stop. Hahahahhaa. I LOVE YOU!

First time we went to Genting at night to drink&play cards. :)

THIS PIC! YOUR HOODIE! HAHAHAHAHH! and the comments for this pic on fb.

how we used to 'study' at the foyer. (forgive my dungu fringe)

You always let me molest you. :D

and you let me wear your shades at night coz we are awesome like that. :)

As usual, you teaching me how to hug coz apparently I don't know how to hug. I remember the exact words. :P

First time I went for Thaipusam! You held my hand coz I was scared! OH! This pic also shows how only both of us will be aware when someone is about to take our pic!

When we were sent to buy CDs.

Genting again. Drinking in Safari and dancing to Sexy Bitch till 9am in the morning.

Before going to the waterfall. (CrazyRetarded car dancing videos taken the same day)

We secretly really are lovers.

Random makan sessions.

Safari in Genting AGAIN. This was when Eli was super sick.

We were sober.

Pitbull together! Borrowed your IC coz I lost mine and I memorized ALL your details and even borrowed your bangle just to enter but they didn't even check IC.

With our horns trying to act cool. If you see the comments for this pic on FB we kutuk Eli as usual. Then I just remembered how we laughed at her dancing. And how drunk we were. And how I tried fitting through my condo grill because I left the keys in Mini's car. And also how I left one side of my slipper in Eli's car.

I will NEVER forget this day. "Eh Smi, paint paint my teeth!" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Your engagement! You looked so so perfect(you always do, but that day was WHOA) and I looked like mayat. I just balik from KL right. Anyways, your wedding I promise I'll look nicer! Oh, that was the first time in my life I wore a saree also!

At Eli's 21st! Look at your face! hahahahahhaha! You like making sure I won't steal your cupcake like that! hehe.

Me caught red handed trying to cuddle you in my sleep. I even left my pillow. You mcm avoiding. HAHHAHAHA. After Eli's 21st. We were high&stayed over and both of us slept in the hall. <3

This is not even half of the pics we took together. Got so many more but you know la I lazy to find. Hehe. Sunway days were awesome. Studying in foyer, candyman, lovestoned, lepaking in the Sunway field ordering Jaafar or Mohd's, bonding with our friends, ss19 padang drinking session, laughing at Eli, clubbing, Predator&Prey, your condo room when your roommate is not there, walking from Pyramid back to hostel at night, laughing at Eli, Gossip Girl, Fruit Family, Sea Sayangs Genting, Genting and more Genting, laughing at Eli, Pitbull, laughing at Eli again, doing retarded things together, waterfall, dancing crazily in the car, horrible ayam penyet in Ipoh, you yelling "Where the hell is the stupid pharmacist" only to find him standing RIGHT behind you, Fruitland!, clubbing, Valentine's day where we buy each other roses(last year), nasi kandar, omg so many more la but you get what I mean. Hehe. I LOVE YOU MY MANGO! :)

:)

2011-03-05T05:55:00.000+08:00

Okay this was my profile banner quote thingy. But I love it so much and I feel its nice with this pic. :)

toenails.

2011-02-28T21:24:00.001+08:00

Just read this on Twitter: If life gives you lemons, squirt it in your enemies eyes. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA! wth. I have a lot of pics to upload but DiGi broadband takes foreverrrrr. Like the Indonesia trip. Even on FB its taking damn long. grrr. 22 pics in 2 days ok! for example. I just tried uploading ONE pic now and its taking forever.
Anyways, I shall just blog about nonsense&pretty pictures.

Let people say whatever they want to say about you. You know your own capabilities in life. Its only once the lights are off that they would see your glow.

Sparkle, like the stars in the dark. Let no one, nothing ever bring you down.

We hold our own magic in our hands.

Okay as I was browsing through some pics, I saw these pics and I just had to blog about it. Hahahah. I want a guy like these two. HOTTTTTTTTNESS!

And of course my Chuck Bass, my eternal love. :)

Then I came across pics of animals. ALL WERE SO CUTE OKAY! So I just took the first three that I saw. Hehe.

How I wish I owned a zoo. Really.

*pictures all taken from some tumblr. The three quotes below the first three pictures were my own.

Password: forgot.

2011-02-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

Okay so I haven't updated my blog coz I forgot my password. How very smart of me. I think someone needs to make me stop being too perasan. I keep thinking that I'm damn awesome. Maybe I am. hahahhahahahahahaha. Anyways, since I last blogged, everything became shit. Figured out who my true friends really are. But I'm not gonna get into that because I don't wanna rant. Just shut up and play along. :)

Being single is awesome. For now. I kinda feel lonely already. hahhaahahahahahahaa. anyways. I'm just gonna upload pics.

Teddy Bears&Balloons.

2011-01-10T05:55:00.001+08:00

Okay so like basically, today is definitely not a good day for me. Got screwed from 2 guys that actually have ever mattered to me, lesbo+retarded friend leaving back to UK. I don't even know where to start this. Okay let me start from the bitterness of everything and end it with something good.

My dad is in his own PMS world of his own, that kinda pissed me off. I texted him today knowing that his blood pressure was kinda high, and I was concerned after my mom told me. And his reply was "WHY YOU GOT NO MORE MONEY IS IT?!". I mean, yes I am ~~fucking~~ broke. But it never even crossed my mind to ask him for cash, I just wanted to see how he was doing. And he kept on going about how I am only bothered about my friends and whatnot. He even mentioned about how I waste money going partying. 1stly, I rarely spend money when I'm out coz usually I get free drinks&shots. The upside about knowing people. I'm in Ipoh for goodness sake. So yea, of course I would bump into friends or know when I should be out on Ladies Night for free shit. Of course I can't do it every night, but when he was back I was out. I mean, logically think about it. My sister&I always used to stay at home last time and wait for him to get back so we could spend time with him, but yea he was always out with his friends. So I basically just adapted to it. I mean, don't expect me to make sacrifices when you can't do the same. It became a whole issue. Be the change you want to see in others. Treat others how you want to be treated. Thats what I always believed in. Still do. So yea. Thats one.

Second. YOU. yes you. You know ~~fucking~~ well how much I love you. We've been through so much, so I would expect you to know. Yes I do have a sleep switch. Everyone knows it but sadly not you. Sorry I love partying. To me its something I do to have fun and just forget the world. Yea sounds selfish but its my escape. My general way of letting go and just be retarded and enjoy the moments I have with my friends. Life is too short to be serious. No one gets out alive anyway. Yes I know it may sound selfish, but its not intentional. I mean, I drink, I get happy, dance with my friends, do shit, fall down, laugh, cry, be a complete fool, next day I think back and be "Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!". Never deceiving you. Not after I've came to my realization. I just wanna let my hair down and go all out. I am like that. You were with me even when I was like that. I have always been that way. So why the restrictions now. If you can't love me for who I really am, then don't. If I'm just having fun based on my own selfishness and enjoyment, then I wouldn't even be attached. But I am. I still get drunk and party like a rockstar with my closest friends who do coz I want to, and because I am ONLY 21(going on 22). Life is too short to be anything but happy. If I really wanted to be a slut I can. But I'm not. So yes, please do understand where I'm coming from.

I'm too lazy to be bugged by the 'men' in my life. Only two really matter, yet they think the same. So you know what, DON'T EVEN BOTHER ABOUT ME! I'mfine just the way I am. I am an adult, I know how to think for myself. I just feel sorry for the BOTH of you for not willing to accept me for WHO I REALLY AM. Maybe one day I would find someone who would. Not my loss then.

Anywhos. My best crazyretardedbitch is leaving back to UK today. FML. You see the thing is, with her, I ~~FUCKING~~ enjoy my time in Ipoh, coz basically I met someone crazier and more retarded than I am.

The both of us. <3

When you would waste polaroids on Shaun&I

When we do stupid stuff like this.

When we steal Adrian's stuff.

And exchange.

Best of all, when you are such a perv my love.

How la when you are gone? I think I would die. Though you would be here again in April. Its still a VERY VERY long time. Xian, I love you. :')

Sorry, Apology NOT Accepted.

2010-12-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish I was perfect. No flaws, nothing. No, not physically, but emotionally and mentally. People say stuff when they get mad. I'm one of them. I say stuff I don't mean especially when I get mad. The reason I get mad- because I am hurt. That's my defense from exposing to the world that I am hurt. Yes. I am very egoistic, and yes, I am admitting it. I say stuff that I don't mean when I get angry, and end up hurting everyone around me. I wish I wasn't like that, but I am. My mouth is like some laser. I really really hate that about me. Because it hurts everyone around me, and I actually don't mean it. But I know I can't take whatever I said back. Causing other people to be hurt. Well, I am sorry. Thats all I can say. I can't do anything to take back whatever I said, but if I could, I would. I love my family to bits, but yet I always hurt them. I know being mad is not an excuse for saying whatever I said, but that's my only excuse. Sometimes I just wanna go somewhere I know no one and start a new life. But life is not that simple is it? Gaaah. Running away is never the solution to any problem, so I guess I have to face whatever punishment thats in store for me. But thats not bothering me at all. What bothers me is that I have hurt you, and I can never take that back. Even if eventually you choose to forgive me, I can't actually be the same anymore. The thing is, arguing with my mom is SO normal, that we're so used to whatever we say to each other. 5 minutes later we totally forget and just be 'friends' again. Same with my sis. Thats whats so cool about them. But with my dad, its totally different, probably because I rarely get see him. All I can do is just feel super bad and apologize to him. Anyways, for what its worth, I'm really really sorry and I love you very much. You are the best father I could ever ask for and you'll always be my hero. :')

80th post.

2010-12-18T06:56:00.000+08:00

Distance doesn't matter if u really love the person, what matters is your honesty and trust for it to work out.

And yes Dan, I love you. So very much. :')

blood.

2010-11-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hi. Stop playing mind games with me. Weren't you the one who said you hated it? And now you are doing it back to me? So what is this? Just a thing for you to get back at me then walk away? I'm not your toy or your puppet. I am a human being with feelings, just like you. If you really enjoy watching me suffer, then yes, continue watching. Bet you are enjoying it with popcorn&Coke. Good for you. One day when I am gone, I just hope you would miss me and not just the entertainment I was for you. Thank you. You said I never changed one bit. Are you even looking to see if I did? People would never praise you for the good you do. Once you make a slight mistake there they'll be like vultures waiting to feed on your misery. You are like that too. I never thought you would be like that. But oh well, I am not allowed to complain now am I? Throw me out the window and step on my stomach. Thats how I feel. Hmmm. Whatever.

reminder.

2010-10-09T04:16:00.000+08:00

Please listen to your brain, not heart.

I wanna get out of this stupid country a.s.a.p. I HAD to screw up. seriously FML.

head.

2010-09-05T10:27:00.000+08:00

This song is playing in my head. Cooler Than Me by Mark Posner.

If I could write you a song to make you fall in love

I would already have you up under my arm

I used up all of my tricks, I hope that you like this

But you probably won’t, you think you’re cooler than me

Cempedak Love.

2010-09-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

My dear sister, has anyone ever told you what a great person/friend you are? I'm sure you've heard this like about a billion times but yes, I mean it. I was lucky to have met you by chance, and how we clicked right on the first date and ditching the boys. Hahahahahahahha! I LOVE YOU&GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS! :)

Quicksand.

2010-08-28T08:22:00.000+08:00

Its 8.10am and I am still awake. My owling days have begun again. Or should I say it never stopped? Grr. Think I'm gonna be sick. A bit of a sore throat and I keep sneezing and sniffling. Like an alien. Maybe I am one. Then I would only have 3 fingers. Or is it 2? No I have 5. If both hands 10. I want Shaun the Sheep. This stupid line of a song is stuck in my head but I have no idea what song is it. Or whether the song really exists or not. I think it does. I heard it somewhere but I have no idea where. And it pisses me off to not know what song since ONLY A LINE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. It goes like this:

"I like you so much much, I think you're really hot hot"

At least thats what I think it says. WHAT SONG IS THAT LA! ish.
Kakak went back to Indonesia for three weeks I think. For Raya. SO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! I got no one to talk to before I go to sleep. Thats in the morning after she wakes up. Cheese is sleeping like a peanut on the sofa. So cute. I want to go to the zoo. And I want to ride on a cow. OHHHH! I WANNA GO TO THE PETTING ZOO AND PLAY WITH THE ANIMALS! Yes. So many I want. Stupid Smita. Bye.

whateverrrrrrrrrrr.

2010-08-27T06:16:00.002+08:00

Is it too soon to miss everyone in the world? I think so. After all, it takes 21 days to curb a habit right. It has been more than 21 days. Probably even 97 days. FML(yes, i finally used it.). Maybe I'm just being too demanding. Screw being me. I'm such a spoilt brat I want everything my way. Can I just be daddy's little girl forever? Where is my Cempedak Boat Lover Sister when I need her. Urghhhhhhhh. I want alcohol. And Thong Su Xian. And obviously CBLS(Cempedak Boat Lover Sister) Shanti. And SHAMINI RAJAH KOT. and Gabby. And Niniek. And Carmen and Vivian Wong. Today was fun. But wtf did I do till I forgot to dance?? Really FML. HAHAHA(sarcasm). Wait, what was I talking about again?

Isolation.

2010-08-07T12:49:00.002+08:00

I have been prepared for this my whole life. Yet when it happened I failed. Again. I am a failure. I have no one. I need someone to talk to. Though I should be dependent on myself. I am depressed. I wanna disappear from the world. I really do. Why did I even get into something when I knew the consequences? Sorry. Bye.

Life in Ipoh.

2010-08-04T05:56:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Yes I have decided to update my blog. Blah. Whatever. Anyways. My BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDEST WORLD HAS LEFT ME! Yes, Mini&I have been separated. I have been damn sad. Drowning my sorrows with alcohol, and yes, I am a proud alcoholic. Anyways, I wanted to blog about Karl&her departure but I felt it was too common, so I didnt. Plus the internet in my house is bloody slow. And its not like I am gonna be saying bye to them forever, right? BETTER NOT BE. Coz then I would DIE. Sigh. Anyway, one of my highschool friends whom I was close to before she left for London is back, and Ipoh has become fun again! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I spend every dying day with her, and she is so stupid and retarded that I feel like I am stoned everyday. Basically she is my drunk partner. hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaa! Here are some pics that I took from FB from her(yes Xian I STOLE THEM FROM YOU! send me to rehab).

Me with fake eyelashes!

Us with I-dont-know-her-name.

Fat Francis.

She wanted me up there and she tore off the ceiling. -.-

Bernard has never looked skinnier.

Kelvin Anthony a.k.a Mr Director. :P

Dont hate me coz I am BEAUTIFUL.

Kevin Tan&I. And my "manly" pose. I think.

M&I. And my beer belly! WOOT!

Match made in Hell.

We love humping each other.

old you she's a RETARD!

M&I again. My horny face coz she's damn hot.

Yea so anyways thats it for now. Till I get more pics from Retarded Jeanette Thong Su Xian. My partner in crime till she leaves back for London.

P.S: I have a prune where my liver once was. XOXO.

Grrr.

2010-07-03T06:40:00.000+08:00

Yes. We all know Portugal is not in the World Cup anymore. Not like they were gonna win it anyway. The only reason I supported Portugal was coz of Cristiano Ronaldo. He is hott and he does play well. Just not this time. God knows why. Anyways, I get so pissed off when people constantly keep talking bad about him in front of me. I mean, its not like whoever they like plays well. Most of them are a bunch of cockfellas as well. So why the FUCK pick on Ronaldo instead of looking at people that they like. Gosh. Ok fine I shall just ignore. Anyways, Netherlands won against Brazil(WOOOOO, just as I had predicted) and Uruguay won against Ghana. I am kinda sad coz they were the only hope for Africa to be in the World Cup yet they lost. Thanks to Gyan Asamoah who missed the bloody penalty after Suarez(Uruguay) decided he got bored of playing football and wanted to play volleyball instead. I really am happy that Brazil lost, simply because they weren't playing well since the beginning! I don't fancy them anymore since Ronaldinho is not playing. He really knows his balls well. Hahahahahahahaha! And all the fancy footwork! Anyways tomorrow is Argentina vs Germany and Spain vs Paraguay. I really really want Argentina to win!!! Spain can just kiss my ass. I mean, I dont mind Torres but David Villa is bloody cocky and obnoxious. He is good looking and he plays well but he is bloody rude man. And I hate Puyol too. Urgh. Anyways, can't wait for the finals on the 11th. I predict(and hope) it would be Argentina vs Netherlands. Hehe.

Okay football aside, i've been bored these past few days. Yes I am in Ipoh. Not to say if I was in Sunway I would be entertained but at least I can go out and I would have more things to do. In Ipoh there's no one i know or want to hang out with. Thank God Karl is back, but he is going off to Melbourne for THREE bloody months on the 19th! Honestly, I am damn sad but I can't show it to him coz he already doesn't want to go. But I think he needs an eye opener to get out of this place so he can make a decision of what he wants to do with his life. He shouldn't let anyone or anything hold him back. He really is a very very good friend and I want him to be successful in life. Honestly, I really thank God for the friends I have from Ipoh, coz most of those that I am really close to are so real and genuine. They are so down to earth, not fake, THEY HAVE A HEART! oh and they don't lie. I mean, even if they do its harmless. I like friends who are completely transparent with me if I am with them. Because it shows that they really appreciate your friendship. Sighs.

Paris Hilton was arrested in South Africa after the Netherlands Brazil match for carrying pot(marijuana to those of you who don't know). Why would they suddenly decide to check her anyways? Sigh. I really pity celebrities coz they don't have their privacy. I mean, its their lives let them do what they want without publishing it to humiliate them. But oh well. Tabloids will be tabloids, as humans only want to read the falling of others to feel contended about themselves. Though we try very hard to hide it, everyone has in instilled in them to see somebody else fall. Whatever. *I feel pissed off with the world, must be the PMS.
-Informantion retrieved from http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/38065779/

Love. FIFA 2010.

2010-06-28T05:50:00.000+08:00

Heylooo beautiful readers. Its the holidays now and my life has been pretty much a bore. Thank God for the invention of football!!! The World Cup has been my sole entertainer this whole break. Oh, I am not complaining. Hahaha! I had actually planned on updating my blog about every match, but I thought I would just remember what to write since my house in Ipoh had no internet, but then when my mom finally decided to get internet, I completely forgot the whole idea of blogging. Every single day, without fail, I watch the matches. All of them. Except when they were showing two matches at the same time. I love the World Cup. I'm actually so pissed off that my dad is going for the World Cup finals this year in South Africa. He already went for the last World Cup(semi finals and finals). But he promised me he would take me for the next one in Brazil! Aiyaiyai! I can't wait!!!! Anyways, it has been really interesting. Italy and France out even before the knock out rounds, and now England is out too! Well they were playing pretty bad. England vs Germany was a totally predictable match. Like who didn't know England was gonna lose to the Germans. Thank you Lukas Podolski, Miroslav Klose and Thomas Muller who scored 2 goals. And of course FANTASTIC Argentina's 3-1 win against Mexico. Mann the Argentinians are really kicking ass! Tevez's 2 goals and Gonzalo Higuain were the bomb. I really hoped Lionel Messi would have scored though. Anyways I am definitely rooting for them to win the World Cup this time around. Or Netherlands. Aaaaah can't wait for their match tomorrow. The Dutch are good but they never seem to win it? I feel that Argentina is the only team that has been consistent. But anyways, we shall see. Ooooh I cant wait for Spain vs Portugal too. My husband(Cristiano Ronaldo) on the field, all sweaty, uuurrrrrgh!! I need to stop myself. Hahahahahaa! I really hope they kick those Spanish butts. I like Spain too, but I prefer Portugal. I love the World Cup. I dont hink I've said it enough. Hahaha! I feel so happy every time I open my Facebook, and almost everyone has a status about the matches. I feel more connected to people. Weird I know. But yea. Haha! Oh! I won RM200 on the Argentina and Germany matches. I made bets with my dad. The easiest way to get money. So if i were to lose I wouldnt need to pay him back. Cunning much? Hehe!

*Whoever invented football should be worshiped as a god. -Hugo Sanchez

mind.

2010-06-16T04:57:00.001+08:00

I have so many things going through my mind right now. Damn a lot. Something today made me touched. Lame I know but hey, it is touching. I wished a senior of mine in high school happy birthday on Facebook today. I wasn't that close to her in high school nor did I expect her to remember me even. Yet, below my wish, she commented that when she saw my post, she pictured my laugh. It is touching because I never would have expected her to even reply to it. If someone I rarely speak/have spoken to can remember something about me, why can't you who I have been with for almost 2 years? Sigh. Sometimes I feel that I am expecting too much, but every single day I feel like I am nagging my heart out and nothing is ever gonna change. Grrr. But then I saw this, and it made a whole lot of sense. I know my two stories doesn't link very much at all but my mind works in mysterious ways. Anyhow,

VW Bugfest 2010.

2010-06-15T17:25:00.001+08:00

Okay so it was at the beginning of June and it was time for BUGFEST that my cousins have been planning since months ago. I personally could not wait as I love Volkswagens although I don't know much about cars, this is one car I know about. Hehe. Anyways, we all left on the 4th of June, a day before the show. Oh, it was held in JB. All of us were staying at another cousin's place. I'll just let the pictures and captions do the talking.

Okay so by the time I reached, due to my finals only ending in the evening, I followed the second group to leave to JB and that was at 8 at night. By the time we reached and stuff it was late. On the way I had a few beers, and when I reached there was a whole ice box filled with beer waiting for me. Overall, my cousins had bought 4 crates, but when I reached we were only left with 2 crates, so therefore we drank till dawn. I was drunk+tired+I cried that night so forgive me for looking like a mess in all the pictures. Picture taking only started at 7am when we decided to jump in the pool. Pictures time!

We were posing and my cousin(guy) said "Its not good to take a pic with three ppl in it! One will die!". Actually, he just wanted to be in the picture.

Told you I was drunk.

I was floating and apparently I looked like an otter.

Found a frangipani, got excited, and check out the eyebags due to no sleep and yea, drunk. My cousin looked so fresh because she was sober and she had sleep.

My cousin loves photography so she made me do this. I think its retarded but I love the water droplets thingy.

This picture reminds me of us when we were small kids.

Awwwww. <3

Beetles. (Red one belongs to Shonny a.k.a Rizal and Aqua one belongs to my cousin, Sajiv)

Beetles all lined up at the BugFest.

Marilyn Monroe. I didnt really like it because the sticker wasnt stuck on it properly. Whatever happened to perfection. Geez.

Walking to check out the Type 2s, Kombi!

Scirocco first generation

Few of the Kombis.

More Beetles.

Check this Beetle out.

Lady Bug with eyelids and teeth too!

My fav Beetle at the whole show. Colour, rims, EVERYTHING.

Unique colour.

Paint job and sound system well done. Very well actually.

My cousin's Golf GTI mk2.

Cousins bf's Golf GTI mk1.

Shonny a.k.a Rizal's Beetle California Look.

Cousin's Beetle California Look as well.

Bugfest baby.

Black Beauty.

Front

Back.

We train em young.

I love this pic.

My red Beetle. ooooo I wish!

My red ring on my cousin's finger.

'Golf owners the face all must be very lan si'. Yet he just looks like a retarded petrol station worker. I feel sad for my cousin.

GROUP PICTURE!

First VW I ever drove, few years back.

After that, we proceeded for tea at an Indian restaurant, and this was the bill. See if you guys can guess what it says.

The next day, it was time to leave. Goodbye JB.

All in all, I had fun. Can't wait to do it again. Next up, Langkawi post! :D

rants

2010-06-04T02:32:00.000+08:00

Okay I know I haven't been blogging in ages but I want to complain to someone but I don't feel like troubling anyone and then I realized 'Heyyy! what are blogs for!'

GRRRRRRR. So many stuff has been happening lately and I think my patience is running thin. Yea you might say that I am hot tempered and so on but use your fucking brains and think about it, how often do I actually speak my mind when I am not satisfied about something(except to Daniel)? Ok so here goes.

I know people who think that they are right in everything they do or think. As in literally EVERYGODDAMNTHING. OMG! Can't they like realize that they are not?! When there is like concrete proof! If you say its one thing only then fine, but this is like about every single damn thing. Sometimes I wonder, what do they think they are? God-sent? And like every time I need a favor its always "I don't wanna get involved as I have already gotten involved too many times or I don't know what to say" and every time they need my help they say stuff like "Can you please help me ........? I always helped you and blablabla" when the truth is every time I needed their help I got that same old pathetic answer. Oh plus the ratio of me helping them out with their problem is WAYYYYY more compared to the number of times they've helped me. I mean, I don't mind helping people but when I need help, they just back off and I always have to handle it by myself. I'm not complaining here about that because trust me due to their lack of help, I have grown stronger and not caught up in a web of lies. I would rather be a more honest person and admit for the mistakes I made and face the consequences. Then next time don't fucking ask for my help or make me get involved. Come on. Don't you think its about time you grew up instead of just pretending? I wish I was a straightforward person where I don't take any bullshit from people because this is seriously pissing me off keeping everything inside. But oh well. No one is perfect I know. And I should not look at the bad side of them because they have more to offer on the good side. But I'm only human too and I can't help but feel this way about certain stuff.

Oh well. No matter what I still love them and nothing is gonna change that. You should love everyone for who they are even when they are being someone other people in general might hate. ALWAYS TREAT OTHERS HOW YOU WANNA BE TREATED. My motto to life! See told you I would feel better after venting out. Hmm. I cant wait for the VW BugFest tomorrow in JB! Gonna be going with my cousins like a family trip(sorta) and I want to celebrate my freedom after exams! Well not much of a celebration because I have already been celebrating enough, like for example now when I am supposedly studying for my donkey IT finals tomorrow. Bloody Kdu people. I applied for Masscomm, not Business. Yet I have only 1 Masscomm subject and 3 Business subjects this semester. Hmmmmm. I screwed Econs, now waiting for tomorrow! Just for JB. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh. Beer oh beer, I need you so badly.

(photos taken from I Can Read Tumblr)

taaaaged!

2010-03-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Elii tagged me in this post on FB. So I decided to post it in my blog instead of on Fb where theres no privacy at all. Judging from the fact that my parents, teachers are on FB so yea, here goes.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:
water

2. Last phone call:
Dad.

3. Last text message:
Daniel.

4. Last song you listened to:
Toyfriend-David Guetta

5. Last time you cried:
errr, cant remember. :)

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:
yuppppp.

7. Been cheated on:
yeaaaa

8. Been in a relationship & regretted it:
nope. everything happens for a reason i believe. :)

9. Lost someone special:
yupppp.

10. Been depressed:
who hasnt??

11. Been drunk and threw up:
of course! but i dont anymore! *touch wood*

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. RED
13. black
14. gold

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend:
yes.

16. Fallen out of love:
nopeeeee. :)

17. Laughed until you cried:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! YUPPP!

18. Met someone who changed you:
well, yes.

19. Found out who your true friends were:
this I already found out last year.

20. Found out someone was talking about you?
hmmmm yes. but who cares!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:
of course! my sea animals!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:
almost all.

23. How many kids do you want to have:
0?? :)

24. Do you have any pets:
of course! they are my lovesssss!

25. Do you want to change your name:
no wayyy! i love my name! its short and it means smile!

26. What did you do for your last birthday:
berMist-ing

27. What time did you wake up today:
lateeeeeeeeeeeeee

28. What were you doing at midnight last night:
otw bAck from ipoh.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
i have ntg to look forward to. :(

30. Last time you saw your Mother:
yesterday! when she came back from Indon.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
i want to have more money so i can eat more.

32. What are you listening to right now:
Arifs voice coz he's skyping with Mini.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
yes. hahahahha.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now:
the heat.

35. Most visited webpage:
facebook, twitter, yeaaaa thats all.

36. What's your real name:
Smita a/p Sudhakaran.

37. Nicknames:
smiiii, smismi, smistar(my fav) smittens.

38. Relationship Status:
in a relationship with Daniel Alexander Jeyarajah. Married to Shamini Rajah-Kot Hui Tze.

39. Zodiac sign:
virgooooo.

40. Male or female?
male. no! female. no im confused.

41. Elementary:
Tadika Kemas. thats why im so messy.

42. Middle School?:
S.K.Convent Ipoh.

43. High school/college?
S.M.K Convent Ipoh. Sunway University College, Murdoch University.

44. Hair colour:
black dyed brown. :)

45. Long or short:
longgg. finally. :)

46. Height:
165cm.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?
yes. his name is Zippity.

48. What do you like about yourself?
Im pretty much happy with everything except the fact that im so hairy.

49. Piercings:
ears, repiercing my back soon. :)

50. Tattoos:
Yup. 4.

51. Righty or lefty:
rightyyyyyyyyyy.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery:
appendix.

53. First piercing:
ears when i was a kid.

54. First best friend
SIEW EEEEEEEEEE!

55. First sport you joined:
badminton.

56. First vacation:
Singapore.

58. First pair of trainers:
when i was a kid.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating:
Just finished McD. yummm.

60. Drinking:
Coke.

61. I'm about to:
heat up crabs.

62. Listening to:
Arif sounding like an astronaut.

63. Waiting for:
nothing.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?
maybe.

65. Get Married?
well yes, someday.

66. Career?
OF COURSE!!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes:
ermmmm. eyes!

68. Hugs or kisses:
hugs. no. kisses. no. BOTH!

69. Shorter or taller:
taller.

70. Older or Younger:
older obviously. unless the younger have a more matured mentality, which i highly doubt.

71. Romantic or spontaneous:
spontaneous.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:
arms.

73. Sensitive or loud:
loud. but not to the extend of annoying.

74. Hook-up or relationship:
relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant:
trouble maker. without a doubt. :D

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger:
no.

77. Drank hard liquor:
is this even a question?

78. Lost glasses/contacts:
nopeeee.

79. Sex on first date:
nope!

80. Broken someone's heart:
yes. not proud of it.

82. Been arrested:
not yet! :)

83. Turned someone down:
yessssss.

84. Cried when someone died:
yeah.

85. Fallen for a friend?:
yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself:
95%

87. Miracles:
nope not really.

88. Love at first sight:
no.

89. Heaven:
yes.

90. Santa Claus:
no. its only a diversion of the real meaning of Christmas.

91. Kiss on the first date:
why not??

92. Angels:
yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?
no.

95. Did you sing today?
yes alone. in my room.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?
if thats considered cheating.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
just once to re-live all the moments i had fun and alter my mistakes.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?
too many!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
love is scary. but its the best feeling in the world.

100. Posting this as 100 truth?
hehehe. maybe? maybe not?

If This Means The Best For Both of Us.

2010-03-14T09:33:00.001+08:00

One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And your not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go, let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go

You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am

You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

*3 Doors Down. Let Me Go.

how do we make everything work when somebody hurts, fails, lies, dies slowly inside. Can somebody please tell me, what is love? I know what is love from my family and friends. Just not from the significant other.

Phuketttttttttttttt.

2010-02-11T08:36:00.000+08:00

I just realized that I haven't blogged since God-knows when. GRRRRR. Anyway, I shall start with Phuket for Christmas with my parents and my cousin! :)

*Patong Beachhhhhh.

*Thai Ronald McDonald!

*I should have this sign outside my house. :P

*LOVEEE the painting! Wish I could be like that.

*This was some FREAAAKY channel. Cousin&I got scared. We thought we were being recorded.

*My iguana friend that the man just dumped on my head before I decided to support it with my hand.

*Me, waitress, cousin, waitress& my mom at some bar.

*The doggy is SOOO cute. Drinking water out of a Heineken bucket.

*At the beach with my cousin.

*I know, I look like a gremlin.

*She braided our hair!

*THAI POLICE! or was he a security guard? who cares. He's in a uniform. haha.

*entertainment streeeeeeet.

*Ladyboy #1 a.k.a Marilyn Monroe.

*Ladyboy #2.

*She forced me to put it between her 'silicon'. ~~NIPPLE~~ ALERT!

*Dad&I. I was feeding the elephant pineapples!

*Mom&Dad on the elephant. Dad was already drunk.

*Cousin&I.

*The elephant man made this grasshopper out of a leaf!

*Got excited and decided to pet the elephant.

*TIGER CUB!!!!

*Cub looked like a gecko!!

*Mother&son.

*I got scared coz the man who was handling the tiger only had one arm.

*Elephant riding the tricycle?

*Hello, meet my twin.

*I couldn't stop kissing her. The elephant i mean.

*I am Jane and I love to ride an elephant.

*Elephant doing handstand!

*Even the elephant can paint.

*Droooooools.

*Tattoo I got in Phuket.

*Beautiful beach.

*I just wanna live there.

*The water was damnnn clear.

*poser. loser. haha

*My secret hideout.

*drunk.

*Mom&Dad. Dad drunk.

*We saw a lady who was wearing a saree!

*I was the only one in my family to actually go snorkelling. Till I went up the boat and forced my dad&cousin.

I miss Phuket. I miss the food, the atmosphere, the people, the place, the beaaaaaach! Though I was drunk most of the time. But I miss Phuket. Take me back there. Can't I just live there?

King of Hearts&Queen of Spades.

2009-11-28T03:41:00.000+08:00

I'm back in Sunway for the weekend. I quit my job! hahahaha! Made friends with the Kitchen Crew as Sherlyn would say. Hahahaa. They are really nice people. Too bad I don't have pictures of them cause I think they are camera shy. Hahaha. Anyway, Ipoh is pretty boring if it wasn't for them and of course Julie who I keep meeting/bumping into/sometimes planned outings to Baroom, Scandal Christable and Mangsa Preeta. Hahahaha! Some happenings I took from FB.

Scandal&Julieee!

Playing Black Jack and check out my cards! :P

Being the alcoholics that we are. :)

They have Hoegaarden in Ipoh! weeeeeeee~ No need to go Jaya One or Library anymore when I can happily drink this in Grrey. Hahaha. But its a bit more expensive, RM28 I think for a glass.

Today Daniel is spending the WHOLE day with me. So happpyyyyy! After not seeing him for a month. :)

He was helping me clean my room cause my mirror broke, while I just sat on the bed and Facebook-ed. I'm so hopeless. Haha. Poor boy was sweating when he was done, and complained about me reproducing hair every time he sweeps an area of the room. What a retard. Went to Helo Bali, Preeta was drunk, and he seemed like he was in a bad mood. Grr. Being the victim for something you didn't do really sucks. Anyway, Goodnight! :)

Lesson learnt.

2009-10-18T15:24:00.001+08:00

Never, I repeat, NEVER do anything for people. The best way is just to be selfish. I'm damn damn pissed. Whats the use of doing something and going out of the way just to help a friend, when they are just going to turn around and kick you in the ass. And mind you, I didnt expect this from YOU cause I thought you would understand since you are older than all of us. Well whatever. Looks like age is really only a number. People should start judging age by your mentality. WHATEVER LA. At least now I know and thank God this was like a wake up call. I'm just gonna be selfish from now on, and keep to myself. Whatever I want, I do. Not stupid favors for people anymore. Luckily, I'm disappearing back to Ipoh tomorrow and NEVER having to deal with people like you anymore. For the time being at least. But whatever. Even after I come back I know how to keep my distance la. Call me childish, but enough is enough. I hate being pushed around by people, and I've taken enough shit my whole life. Its about time I put a stop to it.

Owl.

2009-10-15T12:49:00.000+08:00

I've been owling for the past couple of days. I have no idea why I just can't fall asleep. I'm finally picking up the pieces of my future again. Don't know how everything is gonna be, if it would really work out or not, but lets just hope for the best. I've been in a really whiny mood these days. Especially to Dan. I don't know why la. I think I'm just afraid. Here's the part I whine about him. Please bare with me, Preeta and Scandal syg. Since you guys are the only loves who read my sad blog about nothing. Hahahaha.

* I feel his stupid student council is more important than me. I mean, yes I get it its good and its gonna look good in his transcripts and blablabla. But hello? when I tell him I'm gonna be leaving back and he probably won't get to see me for weeks? I mean, not like he would even take the effort to even come down to Ipoh to see me. So? While I'm here can't he make the best of it? Its always his council his council his council. I've had CLOSE friends who were in the council too but hey, they were nvr THAT busy. I get it, he has duties to take care of the council booth, but its not like he can't even change to an earlier slot with someone else? Aiyah. Anything la. I know I should take the initiative to go to college to see him, but being in that place just reminds me of how I saw THEM together while we broke up. Her sitting on his lap, him hugging her, and blablabla. Everytime I go there, hang out with him, his friends, I can't help but think, 'did his friends like her more than they like me?'. Which I think they do. Cause if not his friends would have tried talking to him into getting back with me instead of her. Not like I didn't talk to them, I did. So? Although I knew them and they are nice people, I still feel uncomfortable around them. ARGH! No one would understand. And plus that feeling of "he's probably having a fling in college" cant seem to get out of my head. Yes. I know I might be paranoid, but who won't be after what happened. I am insecure about the whole situation, and I'm not denying it. ARGHHHHHHHH!* Anyway, screw it la! Don't wanna think about it. Whatever happens happens. This time I shall choose not to care so that when anything happens, I wouldn't get hurt.

Here are my plans for what I planned to do since I would be in Ipoh for quite a while.
*Get a job - I wanna save money to pay for my new tattoo AND re-pierce the back of my neck.
*Join the gym - To lose weight and be healthy.
*Re-decorate my room - Its about time I gave my room a facelift & a new aircond.
*Learn how to cook! - My Mangsa love would be back by then, and I wouldn't have to waste money eating out if I cook.
*GET MY DRIVING LICENSE! - Its about time. And I'm serious this time. DEAD SERIOUS.
*Meet up friends I haven't had the chance to hang out with - Yes. Especially high school mates.
And last but not least,
*Party till I forget my own name. - In Smita's dictionary, thats a must!

Hmmm. Sounds like a plan. So many things to do, SO MUCH OF TIME! By all this I would be too occupied to even know myboyfriendexists. Since thats probably what he wants anyway.

OHHHHH!! I have a new goal in life! To be a vegetarian hopefully by the time I'm 21. Not a full vegetarian, but I guess no red meat? Only seafood and chicken. Because just that day videos on animal skinning for fur was posted on Facebook, and everyone started commenting on it. And one of my friends actually said it was kinda hypocritical of us humans to be upset over the videos, and yet we still eat meat. I know I know. Even animals eat animals, thats the whole circle of life. That was my mindset the whole time. But to think of the fact that I love animals, I would be a hypocrite. No I don't support killing animals for our own luxuries, but for basic necessities like food, I chose to defer. But when I thought about how animals like pigs and cows were being tortured for meat[killing is still torturing, there are no 'proper' ways of doing it right?] I felt really bad. Animals like chicken or fish are different. Cause even chickens are stupid enough that if you feed them chickens, they would eat chicken. But animals like cows, pigs, goat, etc. ARGHHHH! Its gonna be really hard for me but I should try. Plus I think I really should start eating vegetables to be healthy anyway. So its a 2 in 1 kinda thing. Pork balls and steaks are hard to say goodbye to. But I guess there's no harm in trying. Oh well. We shall see how it goes.

To end my post, I shall blog about my retarded Mangsa. I was skyping with her, and she's just plain retarded that sometimes she leaves me speechless. Let the pictures do all the talking.

YES!! I TOLD YOU SHE'S WEIRD! Thats why I love her! :)

08.10.09

2009-10-08T11:14:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just feel like shooting myself for all the mistakes and stupid things that I had ever done, especially when I'm drunk. The humiliation to myself, especially. Not forgetting, also to the people who care about me. But then, if I never did what I did, I wouldn't actually have actually learnt anything. I know I've made plenty of mistakes before. And I do admit my faults. The best part is, I don't have to feel like its end of the world, cause EVERYONE makes mistakes. :)

"Take chances, make mistakes. Thats how you grow. Pain nourishes your courage. You have to practice in order to be brave."-Mary Tyler Moore.

Girl Guides.

2009-10-08T04:51:00.001+08:00

I was looking through Raja Nadiah's pictures on FB and saw this. I had to blog about it. HAHAHAHA!

8th Coy.

Top row [left-right]

Don't know, Raja Nadiah, Khatrine Lim, Hanushaa, Kaysha, Cant see, Su Xian, dont know, Chuan Pei?, Dont know, Dont know.

2nd row[l-r]

forgot her name, Ngeaw Wai Leng, cant remember, Siew Pheik Yee, Soo Yi, Foh Poi Yee, Carrie Heng, Michelle Suhania, The Four tak tau nama.

3rd row[l-r]

Rachel Chiam, Ow Kwai Chan, Preeta, Sharanya, MAH YUK LING, Pavitra, the 3 I dont remember their names.

Sitting[l-r]

Kan Lai Lai, Tan Siew Leng, Smita[yes, laugh at my jungle eyebrows], Koh Wai Yee, Pn.Ravi, Lai Yin Yin, Soo Teng, Then Tzu Shin, Kimberly Anne Monteiro .

Kneeling[l-r]

Alicia Tan, Wooi Sue Jane, Amanda Yap, Saomithra, and I forgot her name.

I miss those times. Where we would always skip class to paint flags, practice for gatherings, gather during recess, MARCHING, and camps. Sigh. I miss high school. Music the most!

07.10.09

2009-10-08T02:41:00.000+08:00

"Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams". -Ashley Smith.

haha.

2009-10-07T11:11:00.001+08:00

confession.

2009-10-07T03:37:00.000+08:00

Dear Chuck Bass,
I am in love with you. More like obsessed. Since I first watched Gossip Girl. Which was last year. From the moment I set eyes on you, I knew I loved you. And no, not Ed Westwick, but Chuck Bass. Marry me please. I promise I'd make you happy forever. Preeta wants to share you with me. I said can. Only for a day. Don't worry. Only her. She said you turn her on. And she tak dapat for quite awhile. So I pity her la. HAHAHAHAHAHA! <3

I.love.Chuck.Bass.

Pissing off.

2009-10-07T02:52:00.000+08:00

I read the newspapers today and guess what? I saw an article about a male tiger that was injured by poachers snare trap in the Royal Belum Forest Reserve in Perak. WTH! I think Malaysia should start taking wildlife poaching more seriously and once and for all put a stop to this! This is not the first time something like this has happened. At least they've sent it to the Malacca Zoo for it to be treated la but hello! Why do something for it only after this has happened, letting poor animals suffer instead of putting a stop to this for good? Its not like the authorities are even putting in effort to stop all this from happening. I'm so damn disappointed with this. If authorities don't 'close' an eye and actually care about the wildlife, something like this would never have happened. AAARGH! I wish I could knock some sense into the heads of these people. The tiger's leg might be amputated in order to save it. SEE! If they had actually done their bid to stop something like this, the poor tiger would have all its limbs in tact and we wouldn't have to worry much about losing another wildlife in our country. ISH!

This is the poor tiger. Picture taken from The Star Online. Please click the link to read more.

<3s

2009-10-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

Friendships that rocked my life.

*of course theres a few more but i cant find the pics.. :(

Cruel a*holes!

2009-10-06T05:59:00.000+08:00

Preeta recently posted a link on my wall about dog fighting. I was shocked that its still common cause i actually thought people had stopped running dog fighting 'business' but the article was posted in 2007, JUST 2 YEARS AGO! These stupid ass people own and breed Pit bulls just to earn money from dog fighting. I didn't want to finish reading the article cause i didn't want to know what actually happened to the poor dogs but i just decided to read it and find out. It seriously is the worst thing people can actually do just for money! 2 dogs would have to battle each other in a life or death match. Pit bulls have a really really strong grip with their jaw, so imagine how the scene would be like, flesh being ripped off and blood splattering everywhere. I DON'T CARE IF ITS HUMANS WHO TEAR EACH OTHER APART BUT WHAT DID INNOCENT DOGS DO TO BE TREATED THIS WAY! The way they train the dogs also damn freaking kesian! And the worst part is, the owners actually kill off the dog that loses the 'battle'! Imagine repaying your dog that serves you and is loyal to you by fighting and going through all that pain and suffering and at the end of the day you freaking drown them because they are so badly injured that they can't even move? As I read more, I saw that the stupid matches started off with dogs as young as 10 months old! WTF!!!! Would you ever throw your kid up for something like this? And at the end the person who wrote the article mentioned how this one owner tried to kill his dog after his dog lost by electrocuting it to death. And even after that the poor dog was still alive so he had to use a stronger electric current. What did they ever do to receive such treatment by us humans. Seriously. Humans are really a cruel and selfish race. I wish i could do the same thing to them. Yea sure, take it out on poor animals because they cant voice out their opinions or tell you how they feel, but that does not mean that we can abuse them or mistreat them! They share this earth too and they deserve to have every right to live, not just to serve us in violent ways especially! Whats so great in indulging in activities like dog fighting anyway? Just shows how lifeless and useless people are. This is the link to the article.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/programmes/panorama/6962563.stm

Warning: Just prepare tissues before reading it la ok.

:)

2009-10-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

I should really be a detective. Or a CSI agent. Maybe I have the 6th sense. Who knows. Or maybe I just know my bestfriendPreetaDeviMangsaGanamapathy too well. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA! Anyway, I'M SO SUPER HAPPY WITH THAT! I think its probably the best decision she has ever made. I <3 you!
Please oh please come back faster. Hahahaha. I can't wait for anything to REALLY happen!

you.

2009-10-05T06:02:00.000+08:00

What I like love about you?

*You somehow find a way to see me even when you're the busiest person on the planet, like a bee.
-just a thought, has anyone ever wondered why bees are busy? they are hardworking I know, but there are lazy bees who fly around 'visiting'. GREAT. Now I want a pet bee.

*Although we have different interest/taste in stuff, we still see eye2eye at the end of the day.

*You let me smell your armpits, and sometimes even lick them.

*You don't care if I don't shave my legs.

*You don't care if I haven't showered the whole day. Or maybe two days. What about three?

*You know exactly what I like/don't like without even me having to remind you.
-which really is a BIGGGG accomplishment for you compared to last time. Goldfish.

*How retarded you look.

*How we bully each other.
-mostly its you bullying me. Pity me I'm ALWAYS the victim.

*When you tell me I look beautiful as soon as i get up from my beautysleep.
-though I know I have a REALLY ugly sleeping face, Especially how masam I look when I get up.

*How you let me sleep and drool on your chest and you just wipe it off after i wake up like its nothing.

*How you listen to the stories about my shit.

*How you actually kiss me in the mornings afternoons although I haven't brushed my teeth.

*How you try to wake me up though you're afraid about the stuff that I might shout at you as soon as I open my eyes.
-I'm really sorry, I do it subconsciously, not intentionally. You really have a LOT of patience to deal with my 'morningPMSes'

*When you stroke my hair and watch me sleep.

*How you tolerate it when I snore.

*All the retarded stuff you say&do.

*How you never fail to put a smile on my face though we argue.

There's a lot more to what I love about you but if i keep going on, I might never stop. If we hadn't broken up for that month+, its almost gonna be a year that we've been together. But I'm really glad we did break up, at least now we know how to appreciate each other. I promise you I would be a better girlfriend. I already see the changes that I never saw in you, despite me repeating it over and OVER again. Though sometimes u still drive me up the wall, I love you very much. :)

*Our very first pic together as a couple. <3
-okayyy i dont know why i decided to be jiwang today. Must have been the babiest dream la just now. ISHHHH!

Sunflowers&Root Canal.

2009-10-05T05:17:00.000+08:00

I haven't updated my blog in months! Not like anyone reads it anyway. Hahahaha! I think I might have throat cancer. I have this really terrible sore throat. And swallowing polystyrene really doesn't make it better. Not like anyone told me it would, but I just wanted to see what it tasted like. HAHA. Today I had a dream, a scary dream. It was some weird dream about a Thai transvestite in a wedding gown and a camera that had been decorated to look like a sunflower tree or something. God knows. She was going around taking pics of random people, and i tried running away from her. Mini and Raja Nadiah were in my dream too! Anyway, she found us in the end, and knew we were avoiding getting our pictures taken. Then one of her transvestite friends cursed me in some weird way. Mini was screaming 'NOOOOOOOO' and I blurred out. When I gained my vision after that, it was day time. And I was alone on a street and went home. As soon as i opened the door, I saw Daniel lying dead on the floor with blood everywhere. Quite gruesome, really! There's more to the dream but I'm very lazy to type la so long. Everyone in the dream was scary except my friends. Mini says I should make movies out of my dreams. I think the only turn up for the movie would be the both of us, sitting excitedly with popcorn going 'Wa, DAMN CUN AR THIS PART?!'. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Anyway, i woke up and looked for Daniel who was actually sleeping beside me but I couldn't find him. Then i heard a sleepy 'mmmmm?' from under my armpit. I woke him up and told him about it. He slept off halfway while i was telling him my dream. stupidretardeddumbass. I mean, coolest bf. *pukes*. I miss Preeta, who is coming back next month weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ But the only thing I'm dreading about her return is my trip to the dentist. Yes. I'm sure that Mangsa is gonna drag my ass to my deathbed chair. I hate going to the dentist la it sucks. Why can't everyone just not have teeth and wear fake teeth. Ish. Life would be easier that way.

Just looking at it makes me sick. yuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE!

TAGGED by Mango Syg

2009-08-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?

Cheek.

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

hoping that i got chicken pox coz i saw spots on my legs but i dont think i'm that lucky.

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

peit i think.

.4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?

yes. but i can survive on my own though i'm spoilt.

5.Will you ever donate blood?

yes!! tried so many times but couldnt. soon soon. :)

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

yes of course!

.7.Do you want someone to be dead?

once, but not at the moment. :)

8.What does your last text message say?

smi. i bought something for u!
-from mini. she bought me hello panda biscuit. so sweet! :)

9.What are u thinking right now?

foood.

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?

yea? but its kinda impossible.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?

cant remember.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

mini gave me. :)

13.Is someone on your mind right now?

yea?

14.Who was the last person who text you?

mini!

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

1. preeta
2. krunz
3. raja nadiah
4. siew ee
5. gabby
6.niniek
7. carmen
8. so yan
9. kelvin lee
10. mini

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

me!! :)

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

femaleeee! but acts like a male.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?

they would confuse each other. definitely.

18. What is no.1 studying about?

alcohol benefits. :P

she wants to major in some maths thing.. crazy.

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?

dont know..

20. Is no. 4 single?

i have no idea.

21. Say something about no.2

she's mad! and she's my mermaid!

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?

they're both not lesbians!

23. Describe no.9.

he's my chinese tofu housemate.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?

i would die laughing.. coz they're both so funny when they argue!

25. Do you like no.5?

of course! i love her to death!

my slut <3

2009-07-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

I got a text from my slut, Karl today.. It was the best text that I've gotten all morning and it really made my day..

Where art thou Smita?
Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow.
Creeps in this petty place from day to day,
to the last syllable of recorded time,
trying to make a poem for you that rhymes,
wondering where u are these times,
looking at black things makes me think 'Smita' all the time
for she is the slut that makes people whine.

yea i know he sucks at writing poems, BUT IT JUST SHOWS HOW MUCH HE MISSED ME! :)
oh and btw, the harshness is how we communicate. He's my slut, and i'm his slut. Coz he always tries to beat me to all the hot guys.. ISH.. competition! anyway, I LOVE U KARL!

BItch!
anyway, i miss u too my 'happy' fat slut!

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2009-05-20T06:50:00.000+08:00

I cant sleep.. The lights from the cars on the federal highway look so pretty.. There are A LOT of cars.. I wonder if I should count them so I can go to sleep again.. Goodnight.. :)

Mothers Day!

2009-05-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

I'm sure everyone spent Mother's Day with their moms, i didn't this year..
Mother's Day was more special for me, because it was the day my dog, Lumix[actually a dog that Heng Fong found and my parents miraculously said we can keep her!] GAVE BIRTH!!!!!
She gave birth to four puppies, so now i have 5 dogs, 4 cats, and 4 puppies! hehehe..
It was a scary giving birth process, because none of us knew that she was pregnant.. Heng Fong and I actually suspected, but we didnt tell my parents! so when she gave birth, it was a shock to everyone.. Anyway, her first puppy passed away.. :(
that was the scariest thing, because she gave birth standing up, near the entrance of the gate.. After that, she just ran away and left the puppy there, umbicle cord still attached and THE PUPPY WAS STILL IN THE PLASENTA! we tried bringing her to the puppy, but she wouldnt move.. after 15 mins, i decided to try and cut the plasenta open myself, because the puppy would suffocate!
I've watched a gazillion videos of vets and professional ppl doing it, and i knew exactly what to do.. Like cut the plasenta open and wipe the puppy, then let the mom do the rest.. just as long as the puppy was out of the plasenta.. But doing it was SOOOO hard! firstly, the plasenta had veins!! secondly, i love animals, but i'm no vet.. it was hard trying to do it coz i was afraid of hurting the puppy.. i love animals, and if they pass away in my hands, i would die of guilt..
anyway, i tried cutting the plasenta with both a pair of scissors and a knife, but i couldnt.. because it was too slippery and the puppy was moving a lot, and my hands were shaking!
sadly, i couldnt do much to save the puppy.. :(

im sorry i uploaded this pic, but i feel tht ppl should see this so they would know what to expect if ur in that situation..

imagine trying to cut open the plasenta.. poor puppy.. may u rest in peace.. :(

I LOVE THEM!! THEY ARE SOOOO ADORABLE!!!
p/s: Kelvin is taking one of the puppies! the brown one.. hehe.. thanks kelvin!

=)

2009-04-29T09:49:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my only reader, Mei Fong.. i just realized that i last updated my blog in January.. hahahaha.. sorry Mei that i left my blog dead.. lazy to update la.. anyway.. i have ntg much to blog about, so i shall just post pics that we took when we were bored.. [This is what ur missing out on when ur happily enjoying urself in US, snowboarding and SKYDIVING(grrr!hate u!)]

We got bored at home so we decided to use some peel off mask and realized how oily and dirty we look..

Arif's annoying laughing face..

dont know..

and she decided to blind everyone with her forehead..

attempting to take a proper 'housemate' pic till Rubhen decides to say 'why so long ar?' and it clicked. grrrr. so we were half laughing.

look at Kelvin! so bitchy!

housemates!
[Rubhen, Kelvin, Shaminiretard, me!]

So Mei, please be back a.s.a.p.. May 18th isn't really that far away, YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Flip-Flops

2009-01-24T02:51:00.000+08:00

People say everyday, u learn new stuff.. which is totally true.. throughout the past few days, i've learnt stuff about my Reef flip-flops.. i love my flip-flops like crazy, and i've been everywhere with them since i got them in 2008.. anyway,

Lesson #1: Never, i repeat NEVER attempt to play tennis in ur flip-flops.. i so excitedly wanted to play tennis, that i didnt bother if i was wearing my flip-flops, and i ripped the strap of the left side one.. SIGH!

Lesson #2: Never try to stick it back with super glue, and straight away wear ur flip-flops.. I did it, since i was rushing to eat ayam penyet, and i had super glue stuck all over my leg, that i thought i was gonna permanently be stuck to my flip-flops.. sad but true..

Lesson #3: Never walk in a puddle of water with ur flip-flops.. I was rushing to get on the bus, and i was carrying my mom's bag that probably weighed a gazillion kgs, and my flip-flop drifted off in the puddle.. SO ANGRY! i had to chase after my flip-flop and i was drenched in the rain, and i was carrying the super heavy bag! i shivered like crazy on the air conditioned bus.. GRR..

anyway, that is the conclusion of my flip-flop adventure.. =)

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas people!!! i know im sooooo outdated in updating my blog.. hahahahahah.. I'm having fun in Ipoh, in Heng Fong's house, and Drk WeeDr, her boyfriend, is reading everything i'm typing.. hhahahahahaha.. his name is Ehsan btw.. crazy guy.. anyway, what did i spend my time doing on Christmas? I was in Matthew [Mini's bf] dad's friend's house.. which turns out to be my mom's friend.. hahahahahaha.. we drank, and played some horse racing game with small kids.. Me, mini and eddy were betting with small kids and cheating [ with fake money], when Matthew and the adults were gambling.. we were clearly lost.. anyway, i had fun yesterday, and practically everyday that i'm in ipoh, im loving it.. hahahah.. except that i miss daniel, gabby, niniek, mei, zubair, jewin, bryan, and the rest.. if they were here, it would be THE BOMB.. i graduated CIMP.. and im missing it already.. anyway, a blog with pictures coming up!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Jitz,

2008-12-13T04:56:00.000+08:00

hahahahhahahaa.. i have not updated my blog in a longggggggggggggggg time.. anyway, a post for Jitz, as i promise..

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Tagged!

2008-11-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

tagged by jessica!

Instructions: Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who are you?
Smita =)

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Friends! its a good thing he gets along with my friends :)

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
not often at all..

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
not really.. but more compared to before..

5. How many babies you want?
0! hahaha.. i dont know, dont really like kids.. heheh

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
i believe in seeing a rainbow if the sun shines while it rains la..

7. What is your goal for this year?
its already coming to an end.. to get through my MDM!

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
hmmmmm.. not really i guess..

9. What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you?
nobody is perfect =)

10. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of layan-ing house/trance music when....Mini should know when =P

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
to just be himself

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate?
i don't hate people

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes OF COURSE!

14. What does flying means to you?
hmm.. being extremely happy! whenever im happy i feel like im flying.. haha

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
chocolates! i always crave for chocolates..

16. Who's hotter? Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
they both look almost the same.. but Chace Crawford has more of a baby face compared to Kevin Peake, so i would say Kevin Peake is hotter!

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
person who loves pink ALOT

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
hmmm.. last weekend's details =P

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
22nd Nov 2008

20. What are your fear(s)?
fishes, and small closed up areas

I tag :
Queenie. lazy to tag others la..

Baby Giraffes

2008-11-20T03:34:00.000+08:00

I have a few retarded friends.. not a few, but i think all.. hahaha.. anyway, me and mini have giraffe ears from McD, the Madagascar sales thingy.. ITS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here are three of my guy friends with the ears.

VINO!- the ears were actually meant for his gf, Christable, but they were playing with it..

Eddy

Matthew

And then, i realised that Eddy and Vino are like King Julian and Maurice. Vino is like Maurice and Eddy is like King Julian.. Matthew is like Mort.. the annoying small cute lemur.. hahahahaa.. and really their personalities fit those characters

This is a very outdated post.

Double Mint

2008-11-20T03:31:00.000+08:00

Topman, Forever21, World Time. Thats it.

weird people

2008-11-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

I officially have the weirdest friends/IDC classmates.. and they are Jowee, Kien Wei, and Kit. yes. they may LOOK normal, but they are absolutely NOT. yesterday, the four of us planned to run away from our IDC class because miss Shimah wasnt in class.. Kien Wei and Kit had to go in and take their bags out because they already entered class earlier.. once we ran away, all of us were at the corridor feeling guilty.. then, after all the trouble, we decided to enter class.. In class, I was sitting beside Kit, and both of us were sitting in front Jowee and Kien Wei.. Suddenly, someone tugged on a strand of my hair so hard and i was shocked.. when i turned around, Jowee kept apologising.. the reason why she pulled my hair was because she was FALLING ASLEEP!!!!!!! hahahahahahhaahahhahahahahahahaaa! i couldnt stop laughing.. Then, from our previous court session in IDC class, i was found guilty of stealing Jowee's bicycle and killing her dog.. so in class she asked the students in my row which country they would send me so i could escape and be free.. Kien Wei said U.S.A.. and the reason is because I can ask Michael Scoffield to help me break out of prison in case i get caught.. and worst, after the whole group decided i should run away to Mauritius, she asked for reasons.. the reasons Kien Wei gave was because I can hide under the sea and on the trees.. I WAS SPEECHLESS!!!!!! overall, Kit is just plain weird in everything he does.. ahhahahahaa.. he loves poking people with his fingers and im always the victim of sitting beside him coz Jowee goes in class first.. probably so she can pull someone's hair to keep her awake.. grrrrrr

my tattoos =)

2008-10-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

I officially have two tattoos now.. and hopefully, more :) I know this is really outdated but who cares.. better late than never.. ahhahahahaa..

First tattoo, which is fading, but still there.. haha.. it will fade eventually coz its in the mouth.. unless i keep going for frequent touch-ups..

My name!! hehehee.. I wanna add more stuff to it, but wait la, when i have money..

Anyway, now i know why they say getting tattoos are really addictive.. hahaha.. i've already got my next one planned out :) but my dad said not anytime soon coz i just got this one.. so sad.. maybe in december? ahhahahaa.. well, i cant wait!

i dont know what to blog about :)

2008-10-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

my title says everything clearly.. hahaha.. i wana update my blog but i have no idea on what should i update about.. hahahahahaa.. OH! today was the first time i ever saw Iman angry and complaining bout someone.. and her face when she's angry is SOOOOOOOOOO cute! hahahahaa..

She's so cute when she's angry right?!?!? hehehehee.. anyways.. i went back to ipoh for the deepavali holiday.. but my family doesnt celebrate deepavali so i just went out to my friends house and stuff.. hahahaha.. and i didnt get to see all my favourite people to hang out with :(

Siew Ee, Karl a.k.a Fatboy, Raja Nadiah, me, Reuben. i didnt get to hang out with them this time i went back :(

Syafiq and me :) I LOVE BEER!!!!!!!

okay this is what i did when i went back recently..

We were all jealous coz Raja was hugging her bf so we decided to hug the tiang elektrik.. Preeta's deepavali open house..

YAYY!! im so excited!! Mini is coming back to Ipoh with me :) hehehe.. next weekend :) my mom is excited coz her dog, Rooney, is in love with Mini for some reason.. hehehee.. anyone else wanna follow me back?? ahahaha.. p/s: Ipoh is not a very interesting place.. u practically have nothing to do there.. but oh well, home is home, and home is sweet.. so this means, HOME SWEET HOME! hahahaha.. wth..

A very old pic of Mini and me.. hahahahaa.. i'm straight btw.. i just have many girl scandals :)

Mini and me.. Last month i think.. both of us were drunk.. or maybe just me? hahaha! oh well..

YAYYYY

2008-10-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

Yayyyyy i can upload pics in foyer already! so now i dont have an excuse to neglect my blog :)
i shall start updating tomorrow~

my <3

2008-10-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

Here's something that made my day :

i love u so much i dont want to share u with anyone else-Iman Azman.

Mei and Mini made my day too.. by just hanging out with me=)
and mini farted.. ewwww.. and Mei poo-ted.. ewwwwwwieee.. what disgusting friends i have, and im stuck with them everyday.. they dont shower much.. they only shower when they remember.. but i love them!!!

The Land Where Kids Eat Tissues

2008-10-14T01:11:00.001+08:00

I know that i should be shot for not updating my blog.. hahahaha.. but i cant upload pics and other that that i dont know what to blog about.. everytime i get an idea of what to blog about i'll just forget in 5 minutes.. hehe.. so yes.. YAYYYYYY i'm so happy i'm getting my tattoo on wednesday=)
and the best part is, my dad's paying for it.. so, i dont have to use my own money.. ahahaa.. coz i have officially declared bankruptcy.. ahahhahaha.. anyway, i dont have anything much to blog about till i can upload pics!!! so frustrating.. hahahahahahahaa.. anyway.. i shall blog again when i am able to upload pics!! =)

i dont know how long will my patience last. its running out. and i know for a fact im gonna burst- really soon..

Niniek's house!!

2008-09-14T00:51:00.001+08:00

heyyy!! i know im neglecting my blog.. hahaha.. but theres seriously a prob with the connection in hostel.. grrr.. i hate staying in hostel.. anyway, im in niniek's house now.. so i shall upload whatever pics she has in her comp.. hahhahahha!

Panic! At the disco!!!

Niniek, me and Carmen before the concert

Us after the concert with matching Panic! shirts that we bought.. hahah.. the concecrt was damnn nice and there were not many ppl so yay for us! we could stand in front although we went in late.. =)

Monash Ball..

Best friend/stupid lame funny entertaining date.. hahaa.. he kept Niniek and me laughing the whole night..

Pretty twin with what she did with the decoration from the table.. damn creative i would have to admit.. hahhaa.. i love my pretty twin!

and this is Andrew.. he's doin some angelic pose but he looks so devil-ish.. ahhahaha!

my two best friends!!! one is simply a plan retarded best friend and the other is my beloved twin best friend.. hahahaha.. anyhow.. i love u both so very much!!

this picture was tagged as carmen in facebook.. hahaha.. so ya carmen, though u were the most excited one about prom but u couldnt make it, i still love u and yes u can take the CIMP prom as a replacement.. ahahhaa..

Random la!

these two mean the world to me.. without them, i dont know what i would do.. probably i would have died.. and no.. they did not bribe me to say this.. hahaha!

Shamini!!! my somehow college twin.. though we look ntg alike ppl think we are twins even the guards.. hahahhaa.. its impossible to be her twin coz she's pretty la! ehehe..

okayy.. this is a random picture of something i miss the most- PERHENTIAN! i seriously wanna go back to that island with the same bunch of ppl[if possible Niniek too] and just have nothing but fun fun fun under the sun.. i miss every single moment we spent and i hope that we get to go on another trip together laaaaa! sigh.. btw.. the ppl who went were not this few la.. there were more but this is a damn nice pic of the beach..

okayyy done.. so this is finally an update with pictures.. next time i shall come to niniek's place n blog again.. that is if she doesnt ban me from her house la.. hahahhahaa! her house is my fav club.. i dont know why i just said that.. ignore me,. ok.. byeeeee!

My Drunkard Twin

2008-08-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

Niniek Sugiarti is my alcoholic clubbing crazy twin.. on the day we were born, she took all the alcoholic n clubbing genes from me la.. hahahaha.. she's addicted to Euphoria.. and she keeps wanting to go clubbing.. and on the way back to her house she's listening to radio n complaining that all the songs are clubbing songs and she wants to go clubbing.. and she's SO SUPER LAME.. she was tellin me that she drove from her place to sunway lagoon resort for the monash ball in only 7 minutes and i told her i was proud of her.. coz first time she's driving fast.. and she said "ehh! u shouldnt be proud of me.. coz driving in 7 minutes is like smoking.. u know that ur gonna die.."
HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!

*twin oh twin, i seriously dont know what to do with u anymore la.. hahahaha.. mixing with carmen too much la.. hehhehe.. :)

Selamat Hari Merdeka!

2008-08-31T19:53:00.001+08:00

Omg i just realised my last post was a month ago.. Sorry la, i'm just damn lazy to update.. coz of the stupid connection in hostel, it takes forever to upload pics.. hahahaa! so angry la.. anyway i miss gabby! who is in kinabalu now.. so i shall do her tag since everyone keeps asking me to update..

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace and questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

(Part One)

1. Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
yes..

2. Describe urself in one word.
boringandlame

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
the one i love..

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
love is a strong word.. i never have the courage to tell someone that i like them.. unless im drunk? :P

5. Does it feel good to love?
yes..

6. What do you like to eat?
everything.. i love food..

7. What’s the last thing you’ll do before you die?
build an animal shelter..

8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
yes..

9. What can you say about playboys/ playgirls ?
i feel sorry for them.. coz the reason why they're players is because they were played by someone before.. dumb reason though.. get a life!

10. Are you still a virgin?
yes.. :)

(Part Two)

1. Best place to cry?
at home, in my room, with my dogs n cats..

2. Who's the person who stands on top of your heart?
my family+animals

3. Tell us your dream last night?
i dreamt that i was riding a bicycle on a very dark highway.. i've been getting weird dreams lately.. REALLY WEIRD..

4. Ever hated someone so bad?
nope.. i cant hate people that much.. i'll forget after a while..

5. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
when my sister stole my slice of chocolate cake and told me it was still in the fridge.. it was 7 years ago but i was really hurt ok.. hahhaa..

6. The last person you had a beer with?
niniek, amanda, lianne, then after that jianboy, kai bing, jim, tim, adam..

7. The last person you went to the movies with?
gabby, dinesh, shane, jewin.. the last movie that i watched in the cinema was Dark Knight.. sad but true..

8. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
gabby the retard

9. The last person you hugged?
jochebed at side gate..

10. When was the last time that you were very drunk?
a few months back at Tim's place..

11. In the last week have you kissed someone?
no.. haha..

12. Danced crazy?
yesterday in euphoria with niniek, amanda n lianne.. :)

13. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
cant remember.. hahah..

14. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
for everyone that i love to be happy always.. :)

15. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
HAWAII!!!!!

16. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
yes i have..

17. Are you old fashioned?
depends..

18. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
to tell someone that i love them..

19. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
errrrmmmm.. tak tau la..

20. Five facts About Me:
i like to eat and sleep, i love animals, i'm lame, i'm boring, and i'm a true malaysian-never on time..

21. Seven songs in my head now :
i have more than 7..

22. Five of your favourite tv shows :
i have more than 5 :)

23. Five Things I treasure in My Life:
family
animals
close friends
friends
my life:)

24. Four "First Time" in My Life:
first boyfriend
first kiss
first friend with the same birthday
first time getting drunk

25. Seven words and things I always use:
words: hahaha, omg, wth, oh ok, hayoh, eh, la
things: phone, laptop, make up, watch, my black converse, flip flops, clothes

I tag :
no one :)

Tagged again

2008-07-31T00:17:00.001+08:00

I was tagged by Jessica and Celine for the same tag thingy.. so here it is..

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the 1st page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation

b) Tag 5 people to do the same once you've finish answering every question

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

2. Place you want to travel to:

its not unpredictable =)

3. Your favourite place:

4. Your favourite food:

Chocolates+ice cream.. so only 1 pic la.. chocolate ice cream! hehe

5. Your favourite pet:

I WANTTTTT!!!!!

6. Favourite colour combination:

actually i like all colours, but these 3 the most.. black,red,white..

7. Favourite piece of clothing:

surfer brands!!

8. Your all time favourite song:

i have no idea why this is a book, anyway its story of a girl by nine days..

i have many but this is in my mind right now..

9. Favourite TV show:

10. First name of your significant other / crush:

OMG I WANT HIM!!!

11. Which town do you live in: IPOH! though i dont live there, thats where my home is so, yes.. hehe.. but u cant see my house in this pic though..

12. Your screen / nickname:

okay i did not google this, but ntg relevant would come out if u google my name..

13. Your first job:

i did not google this too.. internet too slow.. anyway, my first job was a waitress!

14. Your dream job:

My dream job is to be workng with animals..

15. One bad habit that you have:

I'm nvr punctual, though i try to be..

16. Worst fear:

I'm afraid when theres this many of them!

17. Things you like to do before you die:

Learn how to surf, DEFINITELY!!

and to bungee jump!!

18. The 1st thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

a great dane puppy!!

I tag :
1.) Gabby
2.)Niniek

3.)Kien Wei

4.)Mei
5.) Jowee

Take Me Thereeeee!

2008-07-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

I really wanna go to Hawaii..

DINNERRRRR

2008-07-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday, Gabby, Carmen, Me, Timothy, Jewin and later on Heng Fong went to The Curve for dinner.. We ate at Bubba Gumps, a restaurant which had The Forest Gump theme.. hahahaa.. here are some pictures!

Carmen in my hostel on my roommate's bed..

Gabby on my roommate's bed
Timothy answering some questions.. He got to answer most of it right..

example: what was the dog's name?

Timothy's answer: He didnt have a dog

(who would remember that?)

Carmen & me.. i look like an idiot,sorry.. hahah

Jewin started arranging the knives due to boredom..

And this is him.. hhahaa..

Tim&Gabby's retardedness.. we have a new name for 'retard'.. Its GabTim..

for example: eh! why are u such a retard?

new way: eh! why are u such a GabTim?

Gabbieness&Carmellow

Heng Fong & Jewin

She was so amused with the lighter, as she has never seen a lighter before..

poor,poor poodle.. :)

I have to post a vain pic of myself when Carmen, Gabby n Heng Fong decided to go to the toilet..

Gabby's sudden shyness

This is her serious pic..

Why..so..serious? Lets put a smile on that face!

OKayy.. those were pics from the dinner.. this are pics of the ppl who usually sit beside me in my classes.. hahahaha.. lets start with my last class, IDC.. its so boring when we have to listen to Dory talking, forgetting half the thing she always says.. anyway this is

JOWEEEEE!

(congrats on becoming CIMP Student Council's VP!)

This is QiKit, who is CIMP Student Council's publicity officer.. Congrats too!

N yes i sit beside an orange flavoured mentos! hahahaa.. nola.. this is kien wei who claims he is shy, but i doubt it.. everytime i see him he is with a girl, and, different girls.. and i call him a player.. so now, his name is Kien 'player' Wei.. cool huh? hahaha.. n oh.. he doesnt know that dory from finding nemo has short term memory loss.. God bless him n his blurness..

and this is Allen, who sits beside me in MDM class(which is my earliest class).. He is super nice.. for mdm group work(ISU) he was in a group, but yet he found me groupmates so that i wouldnt be working with lazy people.. i feel so touched =)

And this is Shamini, who sits beside me in World Issues.. she is the one in the middle.. Joanne is not in CIMP anymore, she's doing CAT.. but she sits beside me during food time, and she was sitting beside me in the pic.. does that count? hahahaha..

Anyway, thats all! N oh, i really am talented in the whole tying-a-knot-in-my-mouth-with-the-cherry-stem thingy coz i tried it again today, n i managed to get it into a knot, again! ehehe.. i think im cool la.. =)

e-m-o

2008-07-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so emo now.. I need my animals..

SERIOUSLY..

Another One..

2008-07-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! this guy can just murder me la!! another one today it seems.. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAH!

its so ugly i swear i can die of laughing to much.. seriously.. hahahhaa! according to Niniek, he should just stick to typing.. AND I AGREE! AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

anyway, i found my hidden talent!!!!! but i just remembered coz Niniek was eating cherries..

YES! i can tie a knot in my mouth with the cherry stem!! am i cool or am i cool? hahahaa.. well i only tried it once and it worked then, but im not sure if i can do it again or not.. hahahahahahaha.. my sis and my cousin gave up trying like twice, but i got it the first time i tried it! so its my hidden talent! heehe.. i just found out last friday.. but i dont think i'll be able to do it again though.. =(

The Dark Knight

2008-07-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

Okay, this is gonna be a really short post coz im so lazy to blog as i have assignments and a quiz tomorrow, so, here goes.. ahhahahahaa..

Today, i went to watch Batman with Gabby, Jewin, Shane and Dinesh.. I have wanted to watch Dark Knight since i dont know how long la.. Anway, after postponing the movie days due to various reasons, WE FINALLY WATCHED IT TODAY!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

the movie was SUPER AWESOME!!! to those of u who have not watched it yet, WATCH IT A.S.A.P!!! its definitely the BEST MOVIE EVER! SERIOUSLY!! This has only made my list of 'why i love batman WAYY more than superman' longer.. ahhahahahaha!!

sorry the pics are small i got them from google=)

The cool Joker and his line

The current 2 loves of my life

I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO in love with Christian Bale in this movie.. HE IS SOOO HOT! n not only that, his voice when he becomes batman is just 'oh my goodness' la!! seriously!!!!! DAMNNNN HOT!! n the Joker is hot in a way too! the best n hottest villain ever! I would have to say that this is probably my fav movie of Heath Ledger.. N its such a shame that he passed away.. He made such an awesome Joker.. =(

HAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.. THIS IS KILLING ME! AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Dinesh has the worst handwriting i have ever seen.. like seriously.. In Penang, he wanted to calculate the rate of everything, n he wrote on a piece of paper.. He just wrote 600, but me and gabby burst out laughing like crazy.. when i have a pic, i shall post it.. hahahahaa.. anyway, we were chatting on msn n he suddenly wrote.. this is how it looks like.. HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA

Check out the way he wrote STYLE! AHAHHAAHAHH!

Is that a face at the end or some weird lines?

AHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAH

HAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAA

I CAN SERIOUSLY DIE LAUGHING FROM HIS UGLY HANDWRITING!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!! maybe he should go back to tadika n learn how to write again.. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHA!

okla.. thats all!! gonna go study now n sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! i shall blog again when i'm not too lazy la..

p/s: Niniek got a new phone!!! jealous!!!!! ehhehee.. i'm happy for u la twin! hehehe.. N OH! BATMAN IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kimmy's Visit!

2008-07-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

I know that I'm supposed to be blogging about either Perhentian or Penang, but im kinda lazy coz those posts are kinda long.. hahahaha.. so in order for my blog not to mati yet, i decided to blog about KIMBERLY ANNE MONTEIRO's visit to KL!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee~

Kim came on Thursday, as she was having her break.. It was the last week of her break n since she didnt go anywhere for the hols, she came down to see us!! so happy.. it was her first time travelling alone.. im so proud of u kim!

Okay anyway, here are some pics!!!

In the petrol station(waiting for Zuzu's car to finish being washed)

In Dataran Merdeka before dinner

My fav candid pic of Gabby

Dinner time!!

just look at Gabby's face!hahaha

La Risata somewhere in Ampang

Gabby wanted to look tall

Dinesh&us

Naim&us

All of us minus Dinesh the camera man..

She wanted us to think she actually ate all that

Kimanne*Lianne

kim&lianne

In Yogur Berry

Timothy wanted to show off the car

In Loft

The morning after, Niniek's place

I'm really glad that Kim came n I had so much fun with her here.. its really cool once high school friends and college friends get along really well.. its like, DOUBLE THE FUN.. hahahahaa.. thanks so much for coming Kim, i hope u had fun while u were here.. and to Niniek, thanks for letting us stay at ur place after Loft.. i feel really bad that we stayed at ur place despite u not wanting to go with us.. hahahahaa.. i hope Kim comes to kl more often, and we can hang out more! explore the world.. hahahahahahaha..

p/s: i might just blog bout Perhentian tomorrow if im not too lazy.. sorry for not updating my blog in a long long long LONG time.. =)

3 Cities In A Day

2008-06-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

Now, this is my post from Indonesia.. hahahaha.. weeeeeeeeeee~ im so happy and satisfied and fulfilled!! I got to meet Gabby n Niniek!!! Not only that, i stayed with them for the weekend!! I left on Friday, with my mom.. Then Gabby picked me up from the Jakarta aiport, and i went with her while my mom went to Balikpapan to meet my dad first.. Anyway, i have to put this in,. Gabby was too excited when she saw me that she started screaming my name.. ahhahaha.. n the best part is, i didnt realize this but my mom told me later, that she was actually jumping when she was calling my name.. yes i know.. anyway, we went shopping in some mall, and i bought make up.. N oh!! she took me to eat Cream&Fudge ice cream.. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD.. then, we went back to her house n her mom made us some indonesian dish.. it was so good i could almost die.. but we were too full to finish it.. OH YA!! I SAW MY GODSON, ZIGGY!!! ziggy is gabby's dog btw.. HE IS SO CRAZY HE REMINDS ME OF MY ZIPPITY!!! seriously.. hehehe.. the next day we went shopping again.. n i met some of gabby's friends.. then, the next day, we went to BANDUNG!!!!! to see my twin Niniek.. N i'm in love with that place la.. so cold n nice.. n the outlets shopping!! dont remind me.. i spent like 3 mil rupiahs.. thats like RM1200?? maybe less.. but around there la.. hahhaha.. and today, i was city hopping[Gabby's word]!.. check this out

I had my breakfast in Bandung,

my lunch in Jakarta,

and my dinner in Balikpapan!!

How cool is that right?? well not really la but to me it is.. hehehe.. n Oh!!! we have a new name for gabby!!! behold!!

"Phi Phi De Lola Le Poodle Gabriella Sharon Kartyasa George-Kang"

She has a fantastic poodle name coz of her hair now, she looks like a poodle [a very cute one too] then she has that French name coz she is a French Poodle.. n of course we cant leave out her real name right.. then she has the George coz Dinesh is her adopted father, n the Kang there because *smiles* thats Timothy's last name.. hahahahah.. i know ur gonna kill me for posting this but bribe me, and i'll edit it gabby.. It feels so good being bad.. hahahahahhaa! The reason why i used pink is coz gabby likes pink n black.. n this is her joke.. Black+Pink=Blank.. -.-

okay okay anyway, my dad's cat here is so anti social.. she bit me a few times.. N i'm so angry with my dad.. He forced me to eat dates.. hahahaha!! I HATE DATES!!! n the best part, he bought ice cream that had dates n told me it was pieces of chocolate.. N when i ate, he started laughing.. N of course imediately i knew it was dates n i started laughing coz HE IS SO CHILDISH!!! hahahahahahahha!! that was the end of the ice cream.. I hate dates.. So horrible.. N i hate ice cream with dates.. I hate dates!! okok.. N my dad wants me to go with him to his site tomorrow.. Its about a 2 hour drive from town.. Its the estate.. I dont mind going for a while, but he wants us to stay there for a night.. I dont mind, but i dont really want to coz i know im gonna die of boredom.. My mom could go with hima nd i can stay! i need internet!! and i told him, and he was trying to convince me, and he even tried bribing me! first he started with "there are a lot of cats to play with there".. 1st bribe.. then i said "ya but ur house here has a cat too".. then he didnt have anything to say.. N later on, before he slept, he asked me again.. then he bribed me the 2nd time by saying he would get me a camera if i go.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. he's really so childish laaaaaa.. ahhahaha.. what would i ever do without my parents.. hehe.. but i hope i still can get the camera.. =)

Dear Gabby&Niniek,

thanks for taking care of me this few days in Indon.. Thanks for bringing me for great great food n AWESOME shopping while i was there.. Thanks for being such great hosts and amazing friends too!! ehehhe.. thanks for being really cool idiots so my life is entertained all the time.. hahahaha.. if i were to blog about all the nonsense that u guys say or do, i would die of finger cancer i think [type too much]..

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING LA!!

And to people who actually read my blog, i shall blog about Perhentian very soon since gabby is coming back n i'm gonna have pics.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

An Update, Finally!

2008-06-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

okayyy.. this is the long awaited update! hahahaha.. well basically during the holidays i did nothing much except eat n sleep.. oh ya i slept a lott!!! anyway, yesterday, i went back to my high school.. as in really go in.. and i met my music teacher, Pn Florina.. the best n coolest teacher.. ehehe.. here are some pics..

Evon n me

Us on the Main Gallery

Evon, Pn Florina n Me

2nd pic coz first was too dark

Ee laine, Denyse, Joanna, Me, Baboon

Joanna was being crazy as usual

okayyy i have more pics to upload but something went wrong.. will edit this a.s.a.p.. ahahaha.. anyway, had a blast in school! i could remember some of the songs on gamelan! woww.. after 2 years of leaving school n 4 years since touching the gamelan.. hehehe.. but i didnt get to reunite with my bass.. so sad.. anway, we went walking around school n i miss those days! the uniform n everything!! hmmmm.. anyway, im running out of time.. n i will update! soon!!! ok.. it was great coz i got to meet my bestest friend [bsides heng fong], EVON KHOR.. she's studying in aust n she just came back for break.. so happy!! we talked n talked n talked n talked!! till i almost died.. had so many things to tell herrrrrrr!! ok.. anyway, im going to Indonesia tomorrow!! To see my dad but guess what!?! I'll be spending the weekend in Jakarta and i can meet up with Niniek n Gabby!! finally we are gonna be reunited!! hahahahaa.. i will be stayin in gabby's house n on sunday we'll be going to Bandung to see Niniek! than on monday its Balikpapan for me to see my dad, then saturday, BACK!!!! hehe.. i'm gonna try to get my dad to buy me a camera.. WISH ME LUCK.. heheheh.. thats all for now.. will edit this post soon!!!

Goodbye Ed Board.. =(

2008-05-31T18:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, we had an Editorial Board dinner to celebrate our hard work and effort into making the CIMP Semester book[January-May 2008].. Some people didnt turn up for the dinner n only 5 students did.. Most of them who didnt turn up were those who did most of the work.. I think I was the only one who 'syok-syok' go makan when i didnt even do a layout for the page.. dont know how to use photoshop what.. ahahaa.. but still, I did take pics and contribute ideas! I'm so self praising myself la.. Tak tau malu.. Anyway, this is how the magazine looks like..

FRONT

BACK

Jessie came up with the idea of a plain cover n me&my twin Niniek both had the same idea of making the cover white so that people could get their friend's signatures on the front n back cover of the magazine instead of inside.. N I chose the writing of the "CIMP semester book" then the other members voted on which writing to choose.. When I look at my book, i see so little signatures.. haha.. so malas to ask people to sign.. but luckily, those who did sign my book were special people *winks*

anyway, for the dinner, we went to Dome's in Subang Parade.. We were supposed to go to TGIF but it was packed, and there were 9 of us.. 4 lectures and 5 students.. These are all those who went..

Miss Janie&Mr Tan[paparazzi]
Suyin&Carmen
Mr.Shim
Mr.Avila
May

My twin&I

[i look so ADF in this pic la although i was smiling]

We all ate and talked and spent most of the time laughing at the conversations we had.. After yesterday, the lecturers all knew our secret.. Especially bout Niniek's Mr Cutesy, my Cute Guy, and Carmen's Jor Ji.. hahahahaha.. The best part is, Miss Janie rated Niniek's Mr Cutesy a level 3[a level 2 at first, but after Niniek started making noise she gave chance la.. hahaha..] and when she knew about Cute Guy, she rated him a level 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha.. level 4 is the highest btw.. IN YOUR FACE TWIN NINIEK! hahahaha.. for all the times u said my Cute Guy was not as cute as ur retarded Mr Cutesy.. hahaha.. the best part is, Miss Janie had to see Mr Cutesy's picture coz she didnt know who was he right, but she knew Cute Guy although she didnt teach him so she didnt have to see his pic.. hahahahaa! she actually noticed that he was good looking.. so now we know what lecturers actually do.. hahahaa.. Anyway, Mr Tan bought us gifts, and this is mine!!!

WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!! a toy coke truck!! so cool!! lookin on how much im addicted to coke n how i laughed till i nearly died at Suyin's "Coke is my best friend" and "this coke is giving me a headache" and "ur gonna go to coke hell!" HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.. anyway.. mr tan got carmen 3 rubber ducks.. it was like a family the mom,dad,n kid.. so we all said it was her, Jor Ji, and their kid.. hahaha.. ohhh! the best! he got May a map!! funny la that girl.. so blur.. dont even know the diff between her stomach and her face..

Then then then!! here come the best part.. WE'RE LEAVIN FOR PERHENTIAN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

i cant wait! going to my favourite place in the world[beaches] with a bunch of really really cool people!! too bad Niniek is not goin.. i really wish she could go!!!! SO SAD!! anyway, PERHENTIAN, HERE WE COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid Things My Friends Do/Say

2008-05-25T03:00:00.000+08:00

This blog post is to talk about the stupid things that my friends actually say or do.. Sometimes i really wonder, why am i the only normal one among these crazy people.. and btw, these are only examples of few people and stuff that they do/say.. my brain doesnt have that much memory power to remember all the stupid stuff.. hahhahaa.. yes, they do it so often.. ahhahaha!

Jessie:
Both of us were watching Maroon5's video clip and we were talking about Adam Lavigne.. She thinks he's hot and for her to actually think that someone is hot is kinda hard.. So this was our conversation..

Smita: Ooooh~ He's DAMN hot la!
Jessie: Ya i know.. His eyes right?
Smita: Whoa.. U actually think he is hot? Yes yes its his eyes! Its so...........argh!
Jessie: I KNOW! Everytime I see it I always wanna ask him *while doing swimming actions* "Can I swim in ur eyes?"
Smita: WHAT?!?!!?! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

okay.. that was Jessie.. Now lets move on to, CARMEN![carmypatty].. She usually says like the lamest n dumbest stuff that just makes me think "Oh my goodness, why am I still her friend" hahahahaa.. This is one example..

One day in IB class, Niniek was talking about Mr.Tan complaining about her laptop.. And she mentioned something about animals and their pace..

Carmen: Yalah! Ur like a snake, WALKING gracefully

Niniek and I just burst out laughin.. Like crazy people..

Carmen: Ehhhh.. Why?
Smita: Carmen, I hope u realise snakes dont WALK
Niniek: YALAH!! Snakes dont have legs la!
Carmen: But they do!! Those four-legged snake!!!

Niniek and I couldnt stop laughin..

Niniek: U mean lizard izit?!
Smita:*while laughing* Snakes...Walking...GRACEFULLY!!!!!!!!!!! *continues laughin*
Carmen: Ehhhhhhhhhhh! *pouts* U guys are so mean la!!

well Carmen, we're not mean, its just that u are sometimes[most of the time] stupid.. hahahahahhahahaha! ur only smart when it comes to studies! hehee.. but we still <3>

Now, its my twin, Niniek's turn.. She doesnt really do stupid stuff, but this, oh my goodness.. We went to Kim Gary one day, and it was just the 2 of us.. And I normally eat this dish called "Beef with Chinese Mushroom Rice" and I was ordering it again and she wanted to order it too..

Niniek: Eh, whats this beef mushroom rice thing? Nice ar? I wanna order.. Whats inside?
Smita: Yala.. Order la.. Got beef, mushrooms, corn, rice..
Niniek: Okla me want that too..
-when food arrives, she is halfway through her meal-
Niniek:*excitedly*EHH!! GOT MUSHROOM LA!!
Smita: OBVIOUSLY!! its beef with MUSHROOMs right?
Niniek: I didnt actually think that there would be mushrooms inside! I thought they just cook the rice with mushrooms so it would have the mushroom smell
Smita: OH MY GOODNESS! TWIN!!!!
Niniek: Why? I thought it was like pandan rice and everything there's no pandan there actually right?

Her argument was logical but hello.. Mushrooms are not as fragrant as pandans and u can eat mushrooms, but not pandan.. and the best part is she did eat some mushrooms halfway before realizing that there were mushrooms inside.. oh my goodness twin! i thought u were smarter than that.. looks like im the smarter twin la.. ahhahahha!

Now comes the best part.. Gabby's part.. she usually does a lot of stupid things but these are the most recent and i can remember one la.. hahahaha

It was Timothy's birthday, and she went to One Utama to get him cupcakes and his present as she wanted to surprise him la.. So me and Niniek followed.. She got him a book, and she wanted to wrap it.. So we went to the gift wrapping place, and she decided to put it in a paper bag instead of wrappin it.. Afraid that it might be too plain, she wanted to add some plain wrappin papers in the bag la.. Those thin ones.. So she asked Niniek to choose..

Niniek: Whats his favourite colour? [she wanted to know coz she wanted to choose two colours coz the bag was plain white with silver stripes]
Gabby:*after about 10 seconds* I dont know..

So we were laughin and we randomly chose white n green.. after that,

Gabby: Ehhhh! I dont know his favourite colour la!! I'm so emo now!!! How can I not know what colour he likes??
Niniek&me: Hayoh.. Its okla.. Its not that important also.. [after that we changed the topic]

Then, we got hungry and went to this steamboat place to eat.. while eating, we were making lame jokes, and she was laughin in her emo state.. All of a sudden, she started crying.. Just because she didnt know his favourite colour.. HAHAAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA!

On the same day,it was after she already surprised Tim, we were sitting down at condo side gate and her phone had a message.. and her phone's message tone is the standard Nokia msg tone.. It beeps twice.. When the message came, she said "EH! got message!" and she looked at the phone first then pulled it up to her ear and said "hello?"
OH MY GOODNESS! i seriously almost died laughin!!!!!!!! then, she just acted dumb.. few minutes after that..

Gabby: Eh, I have to pass my friend the trekking club t-shirt now la..
Smita: Now? So late already la..
Gabby: Ya I know, its already 4 in the clock..
[she was supposed to say 4 in the morning]

I laughed so hard I wanted to die.. AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I think she should listen to Gwen Stefani more often la.. hahahahah.. but i dont blame her la.. after all Timothy is the person who ate candles.. yes.. he thought the candle was edible.. wth., hahha! the name 'Pinky and the Brain' really suits them la.. haha

These are only some of the stupid stuff that some of my friends do.. there are actually way WAYYY more stuff that they do but if i blog about each and everyone of them with their nonsense, i wont be able to stop.. ahhahahaa.. anyway, now its time for me to say something that has no relation to the title.. something that really made me angry just now and im gonna be bitching about someone in my blog.. thats so dumb but i'm still too angry so who cares..

Today I was talking to one of my friends whose sister wanted to give a dog away because they got a new dog.. Actually i was kinda pissed at the fact that they wanted to give the dog away.. Before owning a dog, or any pet for that matter of fact, we always have to think about everything and our responsibilities before we actually can keep a pet.. Its so easy for people to just 'give away' their pets once they dont want them anymore.. If the pets get adopted by proper people, its okay as the animal is better off that way.. But what if they dont? And I told him like "oh pity the dog imagine how would it feel".. obviously not literarily right because they OBVIOUSLY dont think like we do.. then he was like"animal psychology is different" and bla bla bla and he went on about how he watched some dvd on animal psychology and he said "i know a lot now and my eyes are open, one day i'll lend u the dvd".. the way he said it was like, "ok im smart now" and everything.. its either he's trying to prove a point that he is smart or i am fckin dumb.. i mean like, hello, i do have common sense.. if everyone thinks the same way that animals are meant to be treated a certain way then ya why would animal abuse be wrong? its just the same! just because they dont think like us humans do, does this mean that we should mistreat them and not look into their needs and by even not wanting a pet anymore, it is mistreating them.. before getting a dog we should already know that they are not toys and we do have to be responsible for them.. getting an animal is like getting a child, coz it is UNDERSTOOD that u do have to care for them until their gone forever and animals are not like humans, as they cant care for themselves.. if u just get a dog only to give it away, whats the use of getting a dog then?? are dogs like shoes that when we get tired of or out of fashion then we just throw them away? it also shows just how responsible a person is, like getting a dog and giving them away for no serious reason.. if they were moving to a smaller house or due to some unforseen circumstances then ya it is acceptable but just for the sake of a new dog, WTF IS THAT?! if u are afraid that the dog may get pregnant then get it neutered! it doesnt even cost much! and his sis told me that if nobody wanted the dog they would have to give it to the SPCA.. wow.. its just so easy for some people to actually just burden others who already have enough things to care about.. the SPCA are already having problems getting the dogs and cats there a home due to the increasing rate of unwanted strays and the insufficient funds that they receive.. they put the animals that are not wanted to sleep, and i dont blame them because of IRRESPONSIBLE people who give their pets away.. and he said that they didnt plan on giving it to the SPCA, just to people who wanted the dog and he asked me to take it.. her to be exact.. anyway i would be glad to take her in..but i already have like 4 dogs and 5 cats.. and i told him that i cant and he said "ask ur mom".. duh~ obviously my mom would say no.. look at the amount of pets that we already have! even she is findin a hard time actually giving them all the attention they need, since she is workin and she is the only one besides my maids who take care of them.. despite her busy working schedule, she still takes time to play with them and her responsibilities as an owner are definitely met and the best part is, SHE IS NOT AN ANIMAL LOVER.. my mom isnt perfect but she still knows her responsibilities.. basically im just sayin that by gving away the dog, they are not being responsible and it just changed my whole impression on them.. if there are relevant circumstances that they are facing besides the fact that there is a new dog, then by all means the dog is better of elsewhere.. but it just shows how 'responsible' they are and it shows their priorities.. animals do affect human psychology too.. people who abuse animals are violent.. that is not deniable.. people who dont look into matters and just wanna dump their pets are irresponsible.. thats not deniable too.. i didnt tell him everything what i think about this matter, because we were chatting on msn.. before i got too mad i stopped replyin him.. if u wanna debate about this, then bring it on.. i dont mind talking about it when i see u.. if everyone in the world thinks like u do, then yes lets all be irresponsible.. the only thing that i care about enough to actually be this angry are animals.. and somehow i will prove u wrong.. urgh! so frustrating..